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INTRO to LIT Mid-Term
Review DRAMA: ·
Trojan
Cycle ·
Trojan
War ·
Beginnings
& Development of Greek Drama ·
Greek
Tragedy (Aristotle’s “Poetics”) ·
Comedy ·
Chorus ·
House of
Atreus ·
“Oresteia”—“Agamemnon” ·
Elizabethan
Society/Politics (esp. “Great
Chain of Being”) ·
English
Renaissance ·
Origins
of English Drama from Medieval Roots ·
Sh’s
language ·
Shakespearean
Authorship Controversy (basics only) ·
“Hamlet” GENERAL: ·
Basics of
five critical approaches: Feminist, Marxist, Historical, Psychoanalytical,
Deconstructionist ·
Modernism POETRY: ·
Characteristics
of Poetry (from Prose) ·
Free
Verse ·
Blank
Verse ·
Poetic
types: epic, lyric, narrative ·
Rhythm in
Poetry ·
Shakespeare
(sonnets) ·
Sor Juana
Inez de la Cruz (sonnets) ·
Donne
(metaphysical) ·
Romantic
Movement in Poetry ·
Whitman ·
Dickinson ·
Millay ·
Frost ·
Yeats ·
Eliot ·
Hughes ·
Plath ·
Thomas ·
Lee ·
Neruda
Text of short stories below: Hemingway, Poe, and O'conner
ERNEST HEMINGWAY The Short Happy Life of Francis Macomber It was now lunch time and they were all sitting under the double green fly
of the dining tent pretending that nothing had happened.“Will you have lime juice or lemon squash?” Macomber asked. “I’ll have a gimlet,” Robert Wilson told him. “I’ll have a gimlet too. I need something,” Macomber’s wife said. “I suppose it’s the thing to do,” Macomber agreed. “Tell him to make three
gimlets.” The mess boy had started them already, lifting the bottles out of the
canvas cooling bags that sweated wet in the wind that blew through the
trees that shaded the tents.“What had I ought to give them?” Macomber asked. “A quid would be plenty,” Wilson told him. “You don’t want to spoil them.” “Will the headman distribute it?” “Absolutely.” Francis Macomber had, half an hour before, been carried to his tent from
the edge of the camp in triumph on the arms and shoulders of the cook, the
personal boys, the skinner and the porters. The gun-bearers had taken no
part in the demonstration. When the native boys put him down at the door
of his tent, he had shaken all their hands, received their
congratulations, and then gone into the tent and sat on the bed until his
wife came in. She did not speak to him when she came in and he left the
tent at once to wash his face and hands in the portable wash basin outside
and go over to the dining tent to sit in a comfortable canvas chair in the
breeze and the shade. “You’ve got your lion,” Robert Wilson said to him, “and a damned fine one
too.” Mrs. Macomber looked at Wilson quickly. She was an extremely handsome and
well kept woman of the beauty and social position which had, five years
before, commanded five thousand dollars as the price of endorsing, with
photographs, a beauty product which she had never used. She had been
married to Francis Macomber for eleven years. “He is a good lion, isn’t he?” Macomber said. His wife looked at him now.
She looked at both these men as though she had never seen them before. One, Wilson, the white hunter, she knew she had never truly seen before.
He was about middle height with sandy hair, a stubby mustache, a very red
face and extremely cold blue eyes with faint white wrinkles at the corners
that grooved merrily when he smiled. He smiled at her now and she looked
away from his face at the way his shoulders sloped in the loose tunic he
wore with the four big cartridges held in loops where the left breast
pocket should have been, at his big brown hands, his old slacks, his very
dirty boots and back to his red face again. She noticed where the baked
red of his face stopped in a white line that marked the circle left by his
Stetson hat that hung now from one of the pegs of the tent pole. “Well, here’s to the lion,” Robert Wilson said. He smiled at her again
and, not smiling, she looked curiously at her husband. Francis Macomber was very tall, very well built if you did not mind that
length of bone, dark, his hair cropped like an oarsman, rather
thin-lipped, and was considered handsome. He was dressed in the same sort
of safari clothes that Wilson wore except that his were new, he was
thirty-five years old, kept himself very fit, was good at court games, had
a number of big-game fishing records, and had just shown himself, very
publicly, to be a coward.“Here’s to the lion,” he said. “I can’t ever thank you for what you did.” Margaret, his wife, looked away from him and back to Wilson. “Let’s not talk about the lion,” she said. Wilson looked over at her without smiling and now she smiled at him. “It’s been a very strange day,” she said. “Hadn’t you ought to put your
hat on even under the canvas at noon? You told me that, you know.”“Might put it on,” said Wilson. “You know you have a very red face, Mr. Wilson,” she told him and smiled
again.“Drink,” said Wilson. “I don’t think so,” she said. “Francis drinks a great deal, but his face
is never red.”“It’s red today,” Macomber tried a joke. “No,” said Margaret. “It’s mine that’s red today. But Mr. Wilson’s is
always red. “Must be racial,” said Wilson. “I say, you wouldn’t like to drop my beauty
as a topic, would you?”“I’ve just started on it.” “Let’s chuck it,” said Wilson. “Conversation is going to be so difficult,” Margaret said. “Don’t be silly, Margot,” her husband said. “No difficulty,” Wilson said. “Got a damn fine lion.” Margot looked at them both and they both saw that she was going to cry.
Wilson had seen it coming for a long time and he dreaded it. Macomber was
past dreading it. “I wish it hadn’t happened. Oh, I wish it hadn’t happened,” she said and
started for her tent. She made no noise of crying but they could see that
her shoulders were shaking under the rose-colored, sun-proofed shirt she
wore. “Women upset,” said Wilson to the tall man. “Amounts to nothing. Strain on
the nerves and one thing’n another.” “No,” said Macomber. “I suppose that I rate that for the rest of my life
now.” “Nonsense. Let’s have a spot of the giant killer,” said Wilson. “Forget
the whole thing. Nothing to it anyway.” “We might try,” said Macomber. “I won’t forget what you did for me
though.” “Nothing,” said Wilson. All nonsense.” So they sat there in the shade where the camp was pitched under some
wide-topped acacia trees with a boulder-strewn cliff behind them, and a
stretch of grass that ran to the bank of a boulder-filled stream in front
with forest beyond it, and drank their just-cool lime drinks and avoided
one another’s eyes while the boys all knew about it now and when he saw
Macomber’s personal boy looking curiously at his master while he was
putting dishes on the table he snapped at him in Swahili. The boy turned
away with his face blank.“What were you telling him?” Macomber asked. “Nothing. Told him to look alive or I’d see he got about fifteen of the
best.”“What’s that? Lashes?” “It’s quite illegal,” Wilson said. “You’re supposed to fine them.” “Do you still have them whipped?” “Oh, yes. They could raise a row if they chose to complain. But they
don’t. They prefer it to the fines.”“How strange!” said Macomber. “Not strange, really,” Wilson said. “Which would you rather do? Take a
good birching or lose your pay?” Then he felt embarrassed at asking it and before Macomber could answer he
went on, “We all take a beating every day, you know, one way or another.”This was no better. “Good God,” he thought. “I am a diplomat, aren’t I?” “Yes, we take a beating,” said Macomber, still not looking at him. “I’m
awfully sorry about that lion business. It doesn’t have to go any further,
does it? I mean no one will hear about it, will they?” “You mean will I tell it at the Mathaiga Club?” Wilson looked at him now
coldly. He had not expected this. So he’s a bloody four-letter man as well
as a bloody coward, he thought. I rather liked him too until today. But
how is one to know abut an American? “No,” said Wilson. “I’m a professional hunter. We never talk about our
clients. You can be quite easy on that. It’s supposed to be bad form to
ask us not to talk though.” He had decided now that to break would be much easier. He would eat, then,
by himself and could read a book with his meals. They would eat by
themselves. He would see them through the safari on a very formal
basis—what was it the French called it? Distinguished consideration—and it
would be a damn sight easier than having to go through this emotional
trash. He’d insult him and make a good clean break. Then he could read a
book with his meals and he’d still be drinking their whisky. That was the
phrase for it when a safari went bad. You ran into another while hunter
and you asked, “How is everything going?” and he answered, “Oh, I’m still
drinking their whisky,” and you knew everything had gone to pot. “I’m sorry,” Macomber said and looked at him with his American face that
would stay adolescent until it became middle-aged, and Wilson noted his
crew-cropped hair, fine eyes only faintly shifty, good nose, thin lips and
handsome jaw. “I’m sorry I didn’t realize that. There are lots of things
I don’t know.” So what could he do, Wilson thought. He was all ready to break it off
quickly and neatly and here the beggar was apologizing after he had just
insulted him. He made one more attempt. “Don’t worry about me talking,” he
said. “I have a living to make. You know in Africa no woman ever misses
her lion and no white man ever bolts.“I bolted like a rabbit,” Macomber said. Now what in hell were you going to do about a man who talked like that,
Wilson wondered. Wilson looked at Macomber with his flat, blue, machinegunner’s eyes and
the other smiled back at him. He had a pleasant smile if you did not
notice how his eyes showed when he was hurt. “Maybe I can fix it up on buffalo,” he said. “We’re after them next,
aren’t we? “In the morning if you like,” Wilson told him. Perhaps he had been wrong.
This was certainly the way to take it. You most certainly could not tell a
damned thing about an American. He was all for Macomber again. If you
could forget the morning. But, of course, you couldn’t. The morning had
been about as bad as they come. “Here comes the Memsahib,” he said. She was walking over from her tent
looking refreshed and cheerful and quite lovely. She had a very perfect
oval face, so perfect that you expected her to be stupid. But she wasn’t
stupid, Wilson thought, no, not stupid. “How is the beautiful red-faced Mr. Wilson? Are you feeling better,
Francis, my pearl?”“Oh, much,” said Macomber. “I’ve dropped the whole thing,” she said, sitting down at the table. “What
importance is there to whether Francis is any good at killing lions?
That’s not his trade. That’s Mr. Wilson’s trade. Mr. Wilson is really very
impressive killing anything. You do kill anything, don’t you?” “Oh, anything,” said Wilson. “Simply anything.” They are, he thought, the
hardest in the world; the hardest, the cruelest, the most predatory and
the most attractive and their men have softened or gone to pieces
nervously as they have hardened. Or is it that they pick men they can
handle? They can’t know that much at the age they marry, he thought. He
was grateful that he had gone through his education on American women
before now because this was a very attractive one.“We’re going after buff in the morning,” he told her. “I”m coming,” she said. “No, you’re not.” “Oh, yes, I am. Mayn’t I, Francis?” “Why not stay in camp” “Not for anything,” she said. “I wouldn’t miss something like today for
anything. When she left, Wilson was thinking, when she went off to cry, she seemed a
hell of a fine woman. She seemed to understand, to realize, to be hurt to
him and for herself and to know how things really stood. She is away for
twenty minutes and now she is back, simply enameled in that American
female cruelty. They are the damnedest women. Really the damnedest.“We’ll put on another show for you tomorrow,” Francis Macomber said. “You’re not coming,” Wilson said. “You’re very mistaken,” she told him. “And I want so to see you perform
again. You were lovely this morning. That is if blowing things’ heads of
is lovely.”“Here’s the lunch,” said Wilson. “You’re very merry, aren’t you?” “Why not? I didn’t come out here to be dull.” “Well, it hasn’t been dull,” Wilson said. He could see the boulders in the
river and the high bank beyond with the trees and he remembered the
morning. “Oh, no,” she said. “It’s been charming. And tomorrow. You don’t know how
I look forward to tomorrow.”“That’s eland he’s offering you,” Wilson said. “They’re the big cowy things that jump like hares, aren’t they?” “I suppose that describes them,” Wilson said. “It’s very good meat,” Macomber said. “Yes.” They’re not dangerous, are they?” “Only if they fall on you,” Wilson told her. “I’m so glad.” “Why not let up on the bitchery just a little, Margot,” Macomber said,
cutting the eland steak and putting some mashed potato, gravy and carrot
on the down=-turned fork that tined through the piece of meat.“I suppose I could,” she said, “since you put it so prettily.” “Tonight we’ll have champagne for the lion,” Wilson said. “It’s a bit too
hot at noon.”“Oh, the lion,” Margot said. “I’d forgotten the lion!” So, Robert Wilson thought to himself, she is giving him a ride, isn’t she?
Or do you suppose that’s her idea of putting up a good show? How should a
woman act when she discovers her husband is a bloody coward? She’s damn
cruel but they’re all cruel. They govern, of course, and to govern one has
to be cruel sometimes. Still, I’ve seen enough of their damn terrorism.“Have some more eland,” he said to her politely. That afternoon, late, Wilson and Macomber went out in the motor car with
the native driver and the two gun-bearers. Mrs. Macomber stayed in the
camp. It was too hot to go out, she said, and she was going with them in
the early morning. As they drove off Wilson saw her standing under the the
big tree, looking pretty rather than beautiful in her faintly rosy khaki,
her dark hair drawn back off her forehead and gathered in a knot low on
her neck, her face as fresh, he thought, as though she were in England.
She waved to them as the car went off through the swale of high grass and
curved around through the trees into the small hills of orchard bush. In the orchard bush they found a herd of impala, and leaving the car they
stalked one old ram with long, wide-spread horns and Macomber killed it
with a very creditable shot that knocked the buck down at a good two
hundred yards and sent the herd off bounding wildly and leaping over one
another’s backs in long, leg-drawn-up leaps as unbelievable and as
floating as those one makes sometimes in dreams.“That was a good shot,” Wilson said. “They’re a small target.” “Is it a worth-while head?” Macomber asked. “It’s excellent,” Wilson told him. “You shoot like that and you’ll have no
trouble.”“Do you think we’ll find buffalo tomorrow?” “There’s good chance of it. They feed out early in the morning and with
luck we may catch them in the open.”I’d like to clear away that lion business,” Macomber said. “It’s not very pleasant to have your wife see you do something like that.” I should think it would be even more unpleasant to do it, Wilson thought,
wife or no wife, or the talk about it having done it. But he said, “I
wouldn’t think about that any more. Any one could be upset by his first
lion. That’s all over.” But that night after dinner and a whisky and soda by the fire before going
to bed, as Francis Macomber lay on his cot with the mosquito bar over him
and listened to the night noises it was not all over. It was neither all
over nor was it beginning. It was there exactly as it happened with some
parts of it indelibly emphasized and he was miserably ashamed at it. But
more than shame he felt cold, hollow fear in him. The fear was still there
like a cold slimy hollow in all the emptiness where once his confidence
had been and it made him feel sick. It was still there with him now. It had started the night before when he had wakened and heard the lion
roaring somewhere up along the river. It was a deep sound and at the and
there were sort of coughing grunts that made him seem just outside the
tent, and when Francis Macomber woke in the night to hear it he was
afraid. He could hear his wife breathing quietly, asleep. There was no one
to tell he was afraid, nor to be afraid with him, and, lying alone, he did
not know the Somali proverb that says a brave man is always frightened
three times by a lion; when he first sees his track, when he first hears
him roar and when he first confronts him. Then while they were eating
breakfast by lantern light out in the dining tent, before the sun was up,
the lion roared again and Francis thought he was just at the edge of camp. “Sounds like an old-timer,” Robert Wilson said, looking up from his
kippers and coffee. “Listen to him cough.”“Is he very close?” “A mile or so up the stream.” “Will we see him?” “We’ll have a look.” “Does his roaring carry that far? It sounds as though he were right in
camp.” “Carries a hell of a long way,” said Robert Wilson. “It’s strange the way
it carries. Hope he’s a shootable cat. The boys said there was a very big
one about here.”“If I get a shot, where should I hit him,” Macomber asked. “to stop him?” “In the shoulders,” Wilson said. “In the neck if you can make it. Shoot
for bone. Break him down.”“I hope I can place it properly,” Macomber said. “You shoot very well, “Wilson told him. “Take your time. Make sure of him.
The first one in is the one that counts.”“What range will it be?” “Can’t tell. Lion has something to say about that. Won’t shoot unless it’s
close enough so you can make sure.”“At under a hundred yards?” Macomber asked. Wilson looked at him quickly. “Hundred’s about right. Might have to take him a bit under. Shouldn’t
chance a shot at much over that. A hundred’s a decent range. You can hit
him wherever you want at that. Here comes the Memsahib.”“Good morning,” she said. “Are we going after that lion?” “As soon as you deal with your breakfast,” Wilson said. “How are you feeling?” “Marvelous,” she said. “I’m very excited.” “I’ll just go and see that everything is ready,” Wilson went off. As he
left the lion roared again. “Noisy beggar,” Wilson said. “We’ll put a stop to that.” “What’s the matter, Francis?” his wife asked him. “Nothing,” Macomber said. “Yes, there is,” she said. “What are you upset about?” “Nothing,” he said. “Tell me,” she looked at him. “Don’t you feel well?” “It’s that damned roaring,” she said. “It’s been going on all night, you
know.”“Why didn’t you wake me, she said. I’d love to heard it. “I’ve got to kill the damned thing,” Macomber said, miserably. “Well, that’s what you’re out here for, isn’t it?” “Yes. But I’m nervous. Hearing the thing roar gets on my nerves.” “Well then, as Wilson said, kill him and stop his roaring.” “Yes, darling,” said Francis Macomber. “It sounds easy, doesn’t it?” “You’re not afraid, are you?” “Of course not. But I’m nervous from hearing him roar all night.” “You’ll kill him marvelously,” she said. “I know you will. I’m awfully
anxious to see it.”“Finish your breakfast and we’ll be starting.” It’s not light yet,” she said. “This is a ridiculous hour.” Just then as the lion roared in a deep-chested moaning, suddenly guttural,
ascending vibration that seemed to shake the air and ended in a sigh and a
heavy, deep-chested grunt.“He sounds almost here,” Macomber’s wife said. “My God,” said Macomber. “I hate that damned noise.” “It’s very impressive.” “Impressive. It’s frightful.” Robert Wilson came up then carrying his short, ugly, shockingly big-bored
.505 Gibbs and grinning. “Come on,” he said. “Your gun-bearer has your Springfield and the big gun.
Everything’s in the car. Have you solids?”“Yes.” “I’m ready,” Mrs. Macomber said. “Must make him stop that racket,” Wilson said. “You got in front. The
Memsahib can sit back here with me.” They climbed into the motor car and, in the gray first day-light, moved
off up the river through the trees. Macomber opened the breech of his
rifle and saw had metal-cased bullets, shut the bolt and put the rifle on
safety. He saw his hand was trembling. He felt in his pocket for more
cartridges and moved his fingers over the cartridges in the loops of his
tunic front. He turned back to where Wilson sat in the rear seat of the
doorless, box-bodied motor car beside his wife, them both grinning with
excitement, and Wilson leaned forward and whispered, “See the birds
dropping. Means the old boy has left his kill.” On the far bank of the stream Macomber could see, above the trees,
vultures circling and plummeting down. “Chances are he’ll come to drink along here,” Wilson whispered. Before he
goes to lay up. Keep an eye out.” They were driving slowly along the high bank of the stream which here cut
deeply to its boulder-filled bed, and they wound in and out through big
trees as they drove. Macomber was watching the opposite bank when he felt
Wilson take hold of his arm. The car stopped. “There he is,” he heard the whisper. “Ahead and to the right. Get out and
take him. He’s marvelous lion.” Macomber saw the lion now. He was standing almost broadside, his great
head up and turned toward them. The early morning breeze that blew toward
them was just stirring his dark mane, and the lion looked huge,
silhouetted on the rise of bank in the gray morning light, his shoulders
heavy, his barrel of a body bulking smoothly.“How far is he?” asked Macomber, raising his rifle. “About seventy-five. Get out and take him.” “Why not shoot from where I am?” “You don’t shoot them from cars,” he heard Wilson saying in his car. “Get
out. He’s not going to stay there all day.” Macomber stepped out of the curved opening at the side of the front seat,
onto the step and down onto the ground. The lion still stood looking
majestically and coolly toward this object that his eyes only showed in
silhouette, bulking like some superrhino. There was no man smell carried
toward his and he watched the object, moving his great head a little from
side to side. Then watching the object, not afraid, but hesitating before
going down the bank to drink with such a thing opposite him, he saw a man
figure detach itself from it and he turned his heavy head and swung away
toward the cover for the trees as he heard a cracking crash and felt the
slam of a .30-06 220-grain solid bullet that bit his flank and ripped in
sudden hot scalding nausea through his stomach. He trotted, heavy,
big-footed, swinging wounded lull-bellied, the trees toward the tall grass
and cover, and the crash came again to go past him ripping the air apart.
Then it crashed again and he felt the blow as it hit his lower ribs and
ripped on through, blood sudden hot and frothy in his mouth, and he
galloped toward the high grass where he could crouch and not be seen and
make them bring the crashing thing close enough so he could make a rush
and get the man that held it. Macomber had not thought how the lion felt as he got out of the car. He
only knew his hands were shaking and as he walked away from the car it was
almost impossible for him to make his legs move. They were stiff in the
thighs, but he could feel the muscles fluttering. He raised the rifle,
sighted on the junction of the lion’s head and shoulders and pulled the
trigger. Nothing happened though he pulled until he thought his finger
would break. Then he knew he had the safety on and as he lowered the rifle
to move the safety over he moved another frozen pace forward, and the lion
seeing his silhouette now clear of the silhouette of the car, turned an
started off at a trot, and, as Macomber fired, he heard a whunk that meant
that the bullet was home; but the lion kept on going. Macomber shot again
and every one saw the bullet throw a spout of dirt beyond the trotting
lion. He shot again, remembering to lower his aim, and they all heard the
bullet hit, and the lion went into a gallop and was in the tall grass
before he had the bolt pushed forward. Macomber stood there feeling sick at his stomach, his hands that held the
springfield still cocked, shaking, and his wife and Robert Wilson were
standing by him. Beside him too were the two gun-bearers chattering in
Wakamba.“I hit him,” Macomber said. “I hit him twice.” “You gut-shot him and you hit him somewhere forward,” Wilson said without
enthusiasm. The gun-bearers looked very grave. They were silent now. “You may have killed him” Wilson went on. “We’ll have to wait a while
before we go in to find out.”“What do you mean?” “Let him get sick before we follow him up.” “Oh,” said Macomber. “He’s a hell of a fine lion,” Wilson said cheerfully. “He’s gotten into a
bad place though.”“Why is it bad?” “Can’t see him until you’re on him.” “Oh,” said Macomber. “Come on,” said Wilson. “The Memsahib can stay here in the car. We’ll go
to have a look at the blood spoor.” “Stay here, Margot,” Macomber said to his wife. His mouth was very dry and
it was hard for him to talk.“Why?” she asked. “Wilson says to.” “We’re going to have a look,” Wilson said. “You stay her. You can see even
better from here.”“All right.” Wilson spoke in Swahili to the driver. He nodded and said, “Yes, Bwana.” Then they went down the steep bank and across the stream, climbing over
and around the boulders and up the other bank, pulling up by some
projecting roots, and along it until they found where the lion had been
trotting when Macomber first shot. There was dark blood on the short grass
that the gun-bearers pointed out with grass stems, and that ran away
behind the river bank trees.“What do we do?” asked Macomber. “Not much choice,” said Wilson. “We can’t bring the car over. Bank’s too
steep. We’ll let him stiffen up a bit and then you and I’ll go in and have
a look for him.”“Can’t we set the grass on fire?” Macomber asked. “Too green.” “Can’t we send beaters?” Wilson looked at him appraisingly. “Of course we can,” he said. “But it’s
just a touch murderous. You see we know the lion’s wounded. You can drive
an unwounded lion—he’ll move on ahead of a noise—but a wounded lion’s
going to charge. You can’t see him until you’re right on him. He’ll make
himself perfectly flat in cover you wouldn’t think would hide a hare. You
can’t very well send boys in there to that sort of a show. Somebody bound
to get mauled.” “What about the gun-bearers?” “Oh, they’ll go with us. It’s their shauri. You see, they signed on for
it. They don’t look too happy though, do they?” “I don’t want to go in there,” said Macomber. It was out before he knew
he’d said it. “Neither do I,” said Wilson very cheerily. “Really no choice though.”
Then, as an afterthought, he glanced at Macomber and saw suddenly how he
was trembling and the pitiful look on his face. “You don’t have to go in, of course,” he said. “that’s what I’m hired for,
you know. That’s why I’m so expensive.”“You mean you’d go in by yourself? Why not leave him there?” Robert Wilson, whose entire occupation had been with the lion ands the
problem he presented, and who had not been thinking about Macomber except
to note that he was rather windy, suddenly felt as though he had opened
the wrong door in a hotel and seen something shameful.“What do you mean?” “Why not just leave him?” “You mean pretend to ourselves he hasn’t been hit?” “No. Just drop it. “It isn’t done.” “Why not?” “For one thing, he’s certain to be suffering. For another, some one else
might run on to him.”“I see.” “But you don’t have to have anything to do with it.” “I’d like to,” Macomber said. “I’m just scared, you know.” “I’ll go ahead when we go in,” Wilson said, “with Kongoni tracking. You
keep behind me and a little to one side. Chances are we’ll hear him growl.
If we see him we’ll both shoot. Don’t worry about anything. I’ll keep you
backed up. As a matter of fact, you know, perhaps you’d better not go. It
might be much better. Why don’t you go over and join the Memsahib while I
just get it over with?”“No, I want to go.” “All right,” said Wilson. “But don’t go in if you don’t want to. This is
my shauri now, you know.”“I want to go,” said Macomber. They sat under a tree and smoked. “What to go back and speak to the Memsahib while we’re waiting?” Wilson
asked.“No.” “I’ll just step back and tell her to be patient.” “Good,” said Macomber. He sat there, sweating under his arms, his mouth
dry, his stomach hollow feeling, wanting to find courage to tell Wilson to
go on and finish off the lion without him. He could not know that Wilson
was furious because he had not noticed the state he was in earlier and
sent him back to his wife. While he sat there Wilson came up. “I have your
big gun,” he said. “Take it. We’ve given him time, I think. Come on.”Macomber took the big gun and Wilson said” “Keep behind me and about five yards to the right and do exactly as I tell
you.” Then he spoke in Swahili to the two gun-bearers who looked the
picture of gloom.“Let’s go,” he said. “Could I have a drink of water?” Macomber asked. Wilson spoke to the older
gun-bearer, who wore a canteen on his belt, and the man unbuckled it,
unscrewed the top and handed it to Macomber, who took it noticing how
heavy it seemed and how hairy and shoddy the felt covering was in his
hand. He raised it to drink and looked ahead at the high grass with the
flat-topped trees behind it. A breeze was blowing toward them and the
grass rippled gently in the wind. He looked at the gun-bearer and he could
see the gun-bearer was suffering too with fear. Thirty-five yards into the grass the big lion lay flattened out along the
ground. His ears where back and his only movement was a slight twitching
up and down of his long, black-tufted tail. He had turned at bay as soon
as he had reached this cover and he was sick with the wound through his
full belly, and weakening with the wound through his lungs that brought a
thin foamy red to his mouth each time he breathed. His flanks were wet and
hot and flies were on the little openings the solid bullets had made in
his tawny hide, and his big yellow eyes, narrowed with hate, looked
straight ahead, only blinking when the pain came as he breathed, and his
claws dug in the soft baked earth. All of him, pain, sickness, hatred and
all of his remaining strength, was tightening into an absolute
concentration for a rush. He could hear the men talking and he waited,
gathering all of himself into this preparation for a charge as soon as the
men would come into the grass. As he heard their voices his tail stiffened
to twitch up and down, and, as they came into the edge of the grass, he
made a coughing grunt and charged. Kongoni, the old gun-bearer, in the lead watching the blood spoor, Wilson
watching the grass for any movement, his big gun ready, the second
gun-bearer looking ahead and listening, Macomber close to Wilson, his
rifle cocked, they had just moved into the grass when Macomber hear the
blood-choked coughing grunt, and saw the swishing rush in the grass. The
next thing he knew he was running; running wildly, in panic in the open,
running toward the stream. He heard the ca-ra-wong! of Wilson’s big rifle, and again in a second
crashing carawong! and turning saw the lion, horrible-looking now, with
half his head seeming to be gone, crawling toward Wilson in the edge of
the tall grass while the red-faced man worked the belt on the short ugly
rifle and aimed carefully as another blasting carawong! came from the
muzzle, and the crawling, heavy, yellow bulk of the lion stiffened and the
huge, mutilated head slid forward and Macomber, standing by himself in the
clearing where he had run, holding a loaded rifle, while two black men and
a white man looked back at him in contempt, knew the lion was dead. He
came toward Wilson, his tallness all seeming a naked reproach, and Wilson
looked at him and said:“What to take pictures?” “No,” he said. That was all any one had said until they reached the motor car. Then
Wilson had said: “Hell of a fine lion. Boys will skin him out. We might as well stay here
in the shade.” Macomber’s wife had not looked at him nor he at her and he had sat by her
in the back seat with Wilson sitting in the front seat. Once he had
reached over and taken his wife’s hand without looking at her and she had
removed her hand from his. Looking across the stream to where the
gun-bearers were skinning out the lion he could see that she had been able
to see the whole thing. While they sat there his wife had reached forward
and put her hand on Wilson’s shoulder. He turned and she had leaned
forward over the low seat and kissed him on the mouth.“Oh, I say,” said Wilson, going redder than his natural baked color. “Mr. Robert Wilson,” she said. “The beautiful red-faced Mr. Robert Wilson.” Then she sat down beside Macomber again and looked away across the stream
to where the lion lay, with uplifted, white-muscled, tendon-marked naked
forearms, and white bloating belly, as the black men fleshed away the
skin. Finally the gun-bearer brought the skin over, wet and heavy, and
climbed in behind with it, rolling it up before they got in, and the motor
car started. No one had said anything more until they were back in camp. That was the story of the lion. Macomber did not know how the lion had
felt before he started his rush, nor during it when the unbelievable smash
of the .505 with a muzzle velocity of two tons had hit him in the mouth,
nor what kept him coming after that, when the second ripping crash had
smashed his hind quarters and he had come crawling on toward the crashing,
blasting thing that had destroyed him. Wilson knew something about it and
only expressed it by saying, “Damned fine lion,” but Macomber did not know
how Wilson felt abut things either. He did not know how his wife felt
except that she was through with him. His wife had been through with him before but it never lasted. He was very
wealthy, and would be much wealthier, and he knew she would not leave him
ever now. That was one of the few things that he really knew. He knew
about that, about motorcycles—that was earliest—about motor cars, about
duck-shooting, about fishing, trout, salmon and big-sea, about sex in
books, many books, too many books, about all court games, about dogs, not
much about horses, about hanging on to his money, abut most of the other
things his world dealt in, and about his wife not leaving him. His wife
had been a great beauty and she was still a great beauty in Africa, but
she was not a great enough beauty any more at home to be able to leave him
and better herself and she knew it and he knew it. She had missed the
chance to leave him and he knew it. If he had been better with women she
would probably have started to worry about him getting another new,
beautiful wife; but she knew too much about him to worry about him either.
Also he had always had a great tolerance which seemed the nicest thing
about him if it were not the most sinister. All in all they were known as a comparatively happily married couple, one
of those whose disruption is often rumored but never occurs, and as the
society columnist put it, they were adding more than a spice of adventure
to their much envied and ever enduring romance by a Safari in what was
known as Darkest Africa until the Martin Johnsons lighted it on so many
silver screens where they were pursuing Old Simba the lion, the buffalo,
Tembo the elephant and as well collecting specimens for the Museum of
Natural History. This same columnist had reported them on the verge as
least three times in the past and they had been. But they always made it
up. They had a sound basis of union. Margot was too beautiful for Macomber
to divorce her and Macomber had too much money for Margot ever to leave
him. It was now about three o’clock in the morning and Francis macomber, who
had been asleep a little while after he had stopped thinking about the
lion, wakened and then slept again, woke suddenly, frightened in a dream
of the bloody-headed lion standing over him, and listening while his heart
pounded, he realized that his wife was not in the other cot in the tent.
He lay awake with the knowledge of two hours. At the end of that time his wife came into the tent, lifted her mosquito
bar and crawled cozily into bed.“Where have you been?” Macomber asked in the darkness. “Hello,” she said. “Are you awake?” “Where have you been?” “I just went out to get a breath of air.” “You did, like hell.” “What do you want me to say, darling?” “Where have you been?” “Out to get a breath of air.” “That’s a new name for it. You are a bitch.” “Well, you’re coward.” “All right,” he said. “What of it?” “Nothing as far as I’m concerned. But please let’s not talk, darling,
because I’m very sleepy.”“You think that I’ll take anything.” “I know you will, sweet.” “Well, I won’t.” “Please, darling, let’s not talk. I’m so very sleepy.” “There wasn’t going to be any of that. You promised there wouldn’t be.” “Well, there is now,” she said sweetly. “You said if we made this trip that there would be none of that. You
promised.” “Yes, darling. That’s the way I meant it to be. But the trip was spoiled
yesterday. We don’t have to talk about it, do we?”“You don’t wait long when you have an advantage, do you?” “Please let’s not talk. I”m so sleepy, darling.” “I’m going to talk.” “Don’t mind me then, because I’m going to sleep.” And she did. At breakfast they were all three at the table before daylight and Francis
Macomber found that, of all the many men that he had hated, he hated
Robert Wilson the most.“Sleep well?” Wilson asked in his throaty voice, filling a pipe. “Did you?” “Topping,” the white hunter told him. You bastard, thought Macomber, you insolent bastard. So she woke him when she came in, Wilson thought, looking at them both
with his flat, cold eyes. Well, why doesn’t he keep his wife where she
belongs?” What does he think I am, a bloody plaster saint? Let him keep
her where she belongs. It’s his own fault. “Do you think we’ll find buffalo?” Margot asked, pushing away a dish of
apricots.” “Chance of it,” Wilson said and smiled at her. “Why don’t you stay in
camp?”“Not for anything,” she told him. “Why not order her to stay in camp?” Wilson said to Macomber. “Your order her,” said Macomber coldly. “Let’s not have any ordering, nor,” turning to Macomber, “any silliness,
Francis,” Margot said quite pleasantly.“Are you ready to start?” Macomber asked. “Any time,” Wilson told him. “Do you want the Memsahib to go?” “Does it make any difference whether I do or not?” The hell with it, thought Robert Wilson. The utter complete hell with it.
So this is what it’s going to be like. Well, this is what it’s going to be
like, then.“Makes no difference,” he said. “You’re sure you wouldn’t like to stay in camp with her yourself and let
me go out and hunt the buffalo? Macomber asked.“Can’t do that,” said Wilson. “Wouldn’t talk rot if I were you.” “I’m not talking rot. I’m disgusted.” “Bad word, disgusted.” “Francis, will you please try to speak sensibly!” his wife said. “I speak too damned sensibly,” Macomber said. “Did you ever eat such
filthy food?”“Something wrong with the food?” asked Wilson quietly. “No more than with everything else.” “I’d pull yourself together, laddybuck,” Wilson said very quietly.
“There’s a boy waits at table that understands a little English.”“The hell with him.” Wilson stood up and puffing on his pipe strolled away, speaking a few
words in Swahili to one of the gun-bearers who was standing waiting for
him. Macomber and his wife sat on at the table. He was staring at his
coffee cup.“If you make a scene I’ll leave you, darling,” Margot said quietly. “No, you won’t.” “You can try it and see.” “You won’t leave me.” “No,” she said. “I won’t leave you and you’ll behave yourself.” “Behave myself? That’s a way to talk. Behave myself.” “Yes. Behave yourself.” “Why don’t you try behaving?” “I’ve tried it so long. So very long.” “I hate that red-faced swine,” Macomber said. “I loathe the sight of him.” “He’s really very nice.” “Oh, shut up,” Macomber almost shouted. Just then the car came up and
stopped in front of the dining tent and the driver and the two gun-bearers
got out. Wilson walked over and looked at the husband and wife sitting
there at the table.“Going, shooting?” he asked. “Yes,” said Macomber, standing up. “Yes.” “Better bring a woolly. It will be cool in the car,” Wilson said. “I’ll get my leather jacket,” Margot said. “The boy has it,” Wilson told her. He climbed into the front with the
driver and Francis Macomber and his wife sat, not speaking, in the back
seat. Hope the silly beggar doesn’t take a notion to blow the back of my head
off, Wilson thought to himself. Women are a nuisance on safari. The car was grinding down to cross the river at a pebbly ford in the gray
daylight and then climbed, angling up the steep bank, where Wilson had
ordered a way shoveled out the day before so they could reach the parklike
wooded rolling country on the far side. It was a good morning, Wilson thought. There was a heavy dew and as the
wheels went through the grass and low bushes he could smell the odor of
the crushed fronds. It was an odor like verbena and he liked this early
morning smell of the dew, the crushed bracken and the look of the tree
trunks showing black through the early morning mist, as the car made its
way through the untracked, parklike country. He had put the two in the
back seat out of his mind now and was thinking about buffalo. The buffalo
that he was after stayed in the daytime in a thick swamp where it was
impossible to get a shot, but in the night they fed out into an open
stretch of country and if he could come between them and their swamp with
the car, Macomber would have a good chance at them in the open. He did not
want to hunt buff or anything else with Macomber at all, but he was a
professional hunter and he had hunted with some rare ones in his time. If
they got buff today there would only be rhino to come and the poor man
would have gone through his dangerous game and things might pick up. He’d
have nothing more to do with the woman and Macomber would get over that
too. He must have gone through plenty of that before by the look of
things. Poor beggar. He must have a way of getting over it. Well, it was
the poor sod’s own bloody fault. He, Robert Wilson, carried a double size cot on safari to accommodate any
windfalls he might receive. He had hunted for a certain clientele, the
international, fast, sporting set, where the women did not feel they were
getting their money’s worth unless they had shared that cot with the white
hunter. He despised them when he was away from them although he liked some
of them well enough at the time, but he made his living by them; and their
standards were his standards as long as they were hiring him. They were his standards in all except the shooting. He had his own
standards about the killing and they could live up to them or get some one
else to hunt them. He knew, too, that they all respected him for this.
This Macomber was an odd one though. Damned if he wasn’t. Now the wife.
Well, the wife. Yes, the wife. Hm, the wife. Well he’s dropped all that.
He looked around at them. Macomber sat grim and furious. Margot smiled at
him. She looked younger today, more innocent and fresher and not so
professionally beautiful. What’s in her heart God knows, Wilson thought.
She hadn’t talked much last night. At that it was a pleasure to see her. The motor car climbed up a slight rise and went on through the trees and
then out into a grassy prairie-like opening and kept in the shelter of the
trees along the edge, the driver going slowly and Wilson looking carefully
out across the prairie and all along its far side. He stopped the car and
studied the opening with his field glasses. Then he motioned to the driver
to go on and the car moved slowly along, the driver avoiding wart-hog
holes and driving around the mud castles ants had built. Then, looking
across the opening, Wilson suddenly turned and said,“By God, there they are!” And looking where he pointed, while the car jumped forward and Wilson
spoke in rapid Swahili to the driver, Macomber saw three huge, black
animals looking almost cylindrical in their long heaviness, like big black
tank cars, moving at a gallop across the far edge of the open prairie.
They moved at a stiff-necked, stiff bodied gallop and he could see the
upswept wide black horns on their heads as they galloped heads out; the
heads not moving. “They’re three old bulls,” Wilson said. “We’ll cut them off before they
get to the swamp.” The car was going a wild forty-five miles an hour across the open and as
Macomber watched, the buffalo got bigger and bigger until he could see the
gray, hairless, scabby look of one huge bull and how his neck was a part
of his shoulders and the shiny black of his horns as he galloped a little
behind the others that were strung out in that steady plunging gait; and
then, the car swaying as though it had just jumped a road, they drew up
close ands he could see the plunging hugeness of the bull, and the dust in
his sparsely haired hide, the wide boss of horn and his outstretched,
wide-nostrilled muzzle, and he was raising his rifle when Wilson shouted,
“Not from the car, you fool!” and he had no fear, only hatred of Wilson,
while the brakes clamped on and the car skidded, plowing sideways to an
almost stop and Wilson was out on one side and he on the other, stumbling
as his feet hit the still speeding-by of the earth, and then he was
shooting at the bull as he moved away, hearing the bullets whunk into him,
emptying his riffle at him as he moved steadily away, finally remembering
to get his shots forward into the shoulder, and as he fumbled to reload,
he saw the bull was down. Down on his knees, his big head tossing, and
seeing the other two still galloping he shot at the leader and hit him. He
shot again and missed and he heard the carawonging roar as Wilson shot and
saw the leading bull slide forward onto his nose.“Get that other,” Wilson said. “Now you’re shooting!” But the other bull was moving steadily at the same gallop and he missed,
throwing a spout of dirt, and Wilson missed and the dust rose in a cloud
and Wilson shouted, “Come on.” He’s too far!” and grabbed his arm and they
were in the car again, Macomber and Wilson hanging on the sides and
rocketing swayingly over the uneven ground, drawing up on the steady,
plunging, heavy-necked, straight-moving gallop of the bull. They were behind him and Macomber was filling his rifle, dropping shells
onto the ground, jamming it, clearing the jam, then they were almost up
with the bull when Wilson yelled “Stop,” and the car skidded so that it
almost swung over and Macomber fell forward as he aimed into the
galloping, rounded black back, aimed and shot again, then again, then
again, and the bullets, all of them hitting, had no effect on the buffalo
that he could see. Then Wilson shot, the roar deafening him, and he could
see the bull stagger. Macomber shot again, aiming carefully, and down he
came, onto his knees.“All right,” Wilson said. “Nice work. That’s the three.” Macomber felt a drunken elation. “How many times did you shoot?” he asked. “Just three,” Wilson said. “You killed the first bull. The biggest one. I
helped you finish the other two. Afraid they might have got into cover.
You had them killed. I was just mopping up a little. You shot damn well.“Let’s go to the car,” said Macomber. “I want a drink.” “Got to finish off that buff first,” Wilson told him. The buffalo was on
his knees and he jerked his head furiously and bellowed in pig-eyed,
roaring rage as they came toward him. “Watch he doesn’t get up,” Wilson said. Then, “Get a little broadside and
take him in the neck just behind the ear.” Macomber aimed carefully at the center of the huge, jerking, rage-driven
neck and shot. At the shot the head dropped forward. “That does it,” said Wilson. “Got the spine. They’re a hell of a
fine-looking thing, aren’t they?” “Let’s get the drink,” said Macomber. In his life he had never felt so
good. “In the car Macomber’s wife sat very white-faced. “You were marvelous,
darling,” she said to Macomber. “What a ride.”“Was it rough?” Wilson asked. “It was frightful. I’ve never been more frightened in my life.” “Let’s all have a drink,” Macomber said. “By all means,” said Wilson. “Give it to the Memsahib.” She drank the neat
whisky from the flask and shuddered a little when she swallowed. She
handed the flask to Macomber who handed it to Wilson. “It was frightfully exciting,” she said. “It’s given me a dreadful
headache. I didn’t know you were allowed to shoot them from cars though.”“No one shot from cars,” said Wilson coldly. “I mean chase them from cars.” “Wouldn’t ordinarily,” Wilson said. “Seemed sporting enough to me though
while we were doing it. Taking more chance driving that way across the
plain full of holes and one thing and another than hunting on foot.
Buffalo could have charged us each time we shot if he liked. Gave him
every chance. Wouldn’t mention it to anyone though. It’s illegal if that’s
what you mean.” “It seemed very unfair to me,” Margot said, “chasing those big helpless
things in a motor car.”“Did it?” said Wilson. “What would happen if they heard about it in Nairobi?” “I’d lose my license for one thing. Other unpleasantnesses,” Wilson said,
taking a drink from the flask. “I’d be out of business.”“Really?” “Well,” said Macomber, and he smiled for the first time all day. “Now
she has something on you.” “You have such a pretty way of putting things, Francis,” Margot Macomber
said. Wilson looked at them both. If a four-letter man marries a
five-letter woman, he was thinking, what number of letters would their
children be? What he said was, “We lost a gun-bearer. Did you notice it?”“My God, no,” Macomber said. “Here he comes,” Wilson said. “He’s all right. He must have fallen off
when we left the first bull.” Approaching them was the middle-aged gun-bearer, limping along in his
knitted cap, khaki tunic, shorts and rubber sandals, gloomy-faced and
disgusted looking. As he came up he called out to Wilson in Swahili and
they all saw the change in the white hunter’s face.“What does he say?” asked Margot. “He says the first bull got up and went into the bush,” Wilson said with
no expression in his voice.“Oh,” said Macomber blankly. “Then it’s going to be just like the lion,” said Margot, full of
anticipation. “It’s not going to be a dammed bit like the lion,” Wilson told her. “Did
you want another drink Macomber?” “Thanks, yes, Macomber said. He expected the feeling he had had about the
lion to come back but it did not. For the first time in his life he rally
felt wholly without fear. Instead of fear he had a feeling of definite
elation. “We’ll go and have a look at the second bull,” Wilson said. “I’ll tell the
driver to put the car in the shade.”“What are you going to do?” asked Margaret Macomber. “Take a look at the buff,” Wilson said. “I’ll come.” “Come along.” The three of them walked over to where the second buffalo bulked blackly
in the open, head forward on the grass, the massive horns swung wide. “He’s a very good head,” Wilson said. “That’s close to a fifty-inch
spread.”Macomber was looking at him with delight. “He’s hateful looking,” said Margot. “Can‘t we go into the shade?” “Of course,” Wilson said. “Look,” he said to Macomber, and pointed. “See
that patch of bush?”“Yes.” “That’s where the first bull went in. The gun-bearer said when he fell off
the bull was down. He was watching us helling along and the other two buff
galloping. When he looked up there was the bull up and looking at him.
Gun-bearer ran like hell and the bull went off slowly into the bush.”“Can we go in after him now?” asked Macomber eagerly. Wilson looked at him appraisingly. Damned if this isn’t a strange one, he
thought. Yesterday he’s scared sick and today he’s a ruddy fire eater.“No, we’ll give him a while.” “Let’s please go into the shade,” Margot said. Her face was white and she
looked ill. They made their way to the car where it stood under a single,
wide-spreading tree and all climbed in. “Chances are he’s dead in there,” Wilson remarked. “After a little we’ll
have a look.”Macomber felt a wild unreasonable happiness that he had never known before. “By God, that was a chase,” he said. “I’ve never felt any such feeling.
Wasn’t it marvelous, Margot?”“I hated it.” “Why?” “I hated it,” she said bitterly. “I loathed it.” “You know I don’t think I’d ever be afraid of anything again,” Macomber
said to Wilson. “Something happened in me after we first saw the buff and
started after him. Like a dam bursting. It was pure excitement.”“Cleans out your liver,” said Wilson.” Damn funny things happen to people.” Macomber’s face was shining. “You know something did happen to me,” he
said. “I feel absolutely different.” His wife said nothing and eyed him strangely. She was sitting far back in
the seat and Macomber was sitting forward talking to Wilson who turned
sideways talking over the back of the front seat. “You know, I’d like to try another lion,” Macomber said. “I’m really not
afraid of them now. After all, what can they do to you?” “That’s it,” said Wilson. “Worst one can do is kill you. How does it go?
Shakespeare. Damned good. See if I can remember. Oh, damned good. Used to
quote it to myself at one time. Let’s see. ‘By my troth, I care not; a man
can die but once; we owe God a death and let it go which way it will he
that dies this year is quit for the next.’ Damned fine, oh?” He was very embarrassed, having brought out this thing he had lived by,
but he had seen men come of age before and it always moved him. It was not
a matter of their twenty-first birthday. It had taken a strange chance of hunting, a sudden precipitation into
action without opportunity for worrying beforehand, to bring this about
with Macomber, but regardless of how it had happened it had most certainly
happened. Look at the beggar now, Wilson thought. It’s that some of them
stay little boys so long, Wilson thought. Sometimes all their lives. Their
figures stay boyish when they’re fifty. The great American boy-men. Damned
strange people. But he like this Macomber now. Damned strange fellow.
Probably meant the end of cuckoldry too. Well, that would be a damned good
thing. Damned good thing. Beggar had probably been afraid all his life.
Don’t know what started it. But over now. Hadn’t had time to be afraid
with the buff. That and being angry too. Motor car too. Motor cars made it
familiar. Be a damn fire eater now. He’d seen it in the war work the same
way. More of a change than any loss of virginity. Fear gone like an
operation. Something else grew in its place. Main thing a man had. Made
him into a man. Women knew it too. No bloody fear. From the far corner of the seat Margaret Macomber looked at the two of
them. There was no change in Wilson. She saw Wilson as she had seen him
the day before when she had first realized what his great talent was. But
she saw the change in Francis Macomber now. “Do you have that feeling of happiness about what’s going to happen?”
Macomber asked, still exploring his new wealth. “You’re not supposed to mention it,” Wilson said, looking in the other’s
face. “Much more fashionable to say you’re scared. Mind you, you’ll be
scared too, plenty of times.”But you have a feeling of happiness about action to come?” “Yes,” said Wilson. “There’s that. Doesn’t do to talk too much about all
this. Talk the whole thing away. No pleasure in anything if you mouth it
up too much. “You’re both talking rot,” said Margot. “Just because you’ve chased some
helpless animals in a motor car you talk like heroes. “Sorry,” said Wilson. “I have been gassing too much.” She’s worried about
it already, he thought. “If you don’t know what we’re talking about why not keep out of it?”
Macomber asked his wife. “You’ve gotten awfully brave, awfully suddenly,” his wife said
contemptuously, but her contempt was not secure. She was very afraid of
something. Macomber laughed, a very natural hearty laugh. “You know I have,” he said.
“I really have.” “Isn’t it sort of late?” Margot said bitterly. Because she had done the
best she could for many years back and the way they were together now was
no one person’s fault.“Not for me,” said Macomber. Margot said nothing but sat back in the corner of the seat. “Do you think we’ve given him time enough?” Macomber asked Wilson
cheerfully.“We might have a look,” Wilson said. “Have you any solids left?” “The gun-bearer has some.” Wilson called in Swahili and the older gun-bearer, who was skinning out
one of the heads, straightened up, pulled a box of solids out of his
pocket end brought them over to Macomber, who filled his magazine and put
the remaining shells in his pocket. “You might as well shoot the Springfield,” Wilson said. “You’re used to
it. We’ll leave the Mannlicher in the car with the Memsahib. Your
gun-bearer can carry your heavy gun. I’ve this damned cannon. Now let me
tell you about them.” He had saved this until the last because he did not
want to worry Macomber. “When a buff comes he comes with his head high and
thrust straight out. The boss of the horns covers any sort of a brain
shot. The only shot is straight into the nose. The only other shot is into
his chest or, if you’re to one side, into the neck or the shoulders. After
they’ve been hit once they take a hell of a lot of killing. Don’t try
anything fancy. Take the easiest shot there is. They’ve finished skinning
out that head now. Should we get started.?” He called to the gun-bearers, who came up wiping their hands, and the
older one got into the back. “I’ll only take Kongoni,” Wilson said. “The other can watch to keep the
birds away.” As the car moved slowly across the open space toward the island of brushy
trees that ran in a tongue of foliage along a dry water course that cut
the open swale, Macomber felt his heart pounding and his mouth was dry
again, but it was excitement, not fear. “Here’s where he went in,” Wilson said. Then to the gun-bearer in Swahili,
“Take the blood spoor.” The car was parallel to the patch of bush. Macomber, Wilson and the
gun-bearer got down. Macomber, looking back, saw his wife, with the rifle
by her side, looking at him. He waved to her and she did not wave back. The brush was very thick ahead and the ground was dry. The middle-aged
gun-bearer was sweating heavily and Wilson had his hat down over his eyes
and his red neck showed just ahead of Macomber. Suddenly the gun-bearer
said something in Swahili to Wilson and ran forward. “He’s dead in there,” Wilson said. “Good work,” and he turned to grip.
Macomber’s hand and as they shook hands, grinning at each other, the
gun-bearer shouted wildly and they saw him coming out of the bush
sideways, fast as a crab, and the bull coming, nose out, mouth tight
closed, blood dripping, missive head straight out, coming in a charge, his
little pig eyes bloodshot as he looked at them. Wilson who was ahead was
kneeling shooting, and Macomber, as he fired, unhearing his shot in the
roaring of Wilson’s gun, saw fragments like slate burst from the huge boss
of the horns, and the head jerked, he shot again at the wide nostrils and
saw the horns jolt again and fragment fly, and he did not see Wilson now
and, aiming carefully, shot again with the buffalo’s huge bulk almost on
him and his rifle almost level with the on-coming head, nose out, and he
could see the little wicked eyes and the head started to lower and he felt
a sudden white-hot, blinding flash explode inside his head and that was
all he ever felt. Wilson had ducked to one side to get in a shoulder shot. Macomber had
stood solid and shot for the nose, shooting a touch high each time and
hitting the heavy horns, splintering and chipping them like hitting a
slate roof, and Mrs. Macomber, in the car, had shot at the buffalo with
the 6.5 Mannlicher as it seemed about to gore Macomber and had hit her
husband about two inches up and a little to one side of the base of his
skull. Francis Macomber lay now, face down, not two yards from where the buffalo
lay on his side and his wife knelt over him with Wilson beside her.“I wouldn’t turn him over,” Wilson said. The woman was crying hysterically. “I’d get back in the car,” Wilson said. “Where’s the rifle?” She shook her head, her face contorted. The gun-bearer picked up the rifle. Leave it as it is,” said Wilson. Then, “Go get Abdulla so that he may
witness the manner of the accident.” He knelt down, took a handkerchief from his pocket, and spread it over
Francis Macomber’s crew-cropped head where it lay. The blood sank into the
dry, loose earth. Wilson stood up and saw the buffalo on his side, his legs out, his
thinly-haired belly crawling with ticks. “Hell of a good bull,” his brain
registered automatically. “A good fifty inches, or better. Better.” He
called to the driver and told him to spread a blanket over the body and
stay by it. Then he walked over to the motor car where the woman sat
crying in the corner. “That was a pretty thing to do,” he said in a toneless voice. “He would
have left you too.”“Stop it,” she said. “Of course it’s an accident,” he said. “I know that.” “Stop it,” she said. “Don’t worry,” he said. “There will be a certain amount of unpleasantness
but I will have some photographs taken that will be very useful at the
inquest. There’s the testimony of the gun-bearer and the driver too.
You’re perfectly all right.”“Stop it,” she said. “There’s a hell of a lot to be done,” he said. “And I’ll have to send a
truck off to the lake to wireless for a plane to take the three of us into
Nairobi. Why didn’t you poison him? That’s what they do in England.”“Stop it. Stop it. Stop it,” the woman cried. Wilson looked at her with his flat blue eyes. “I’m through now,” he said. “I was a little angry. I’d begun to like your
husband.”“Oh, please stop it,” she said. “Please, please stop it.” That’s better,” Wilson said. “Please is much better. Now I’ll stop.”
Hills Like White Elephants Ernest Hemingway The hills across the valley of the Ebro were long and white. On this side there was no shade and no trees and the station was between two lines of rails in the sun. Close against the side of the station there was the warm shadow of the building and a curtain, made of strings of bamboo beads, hung across the open door into the bar, to keep out flies. The American and the girl with him sat at a table in the shade, outside the building. It was very hot and the express from Barcelona would come in forty minutes. It stopped at this junction for two minutes and went to Madrid. 'What should we drink?' the girl asked. She had taken off her hat and put it on the table. 'It's pretty hot,' the man said. 'Let's drink beer.' 'Dos cervezas,' the man said into the curtain. 'Big ones?' a woman asked from the doorway. 'Yes. Two big ones.' The woman brought two glasses of beer and two felt pads. She put the felt pads and the beer glass on the table and looked at the man and the girl. The girl was looking off at the line of hills. They were white in the sun and the country was brown and dry. 'They look like white elephants,' she said. 'I've never seen one,' the man drank his beer. 'No, you wouldn't have.' 'I might have,' the man said. 'Just because you say I wouldn't have doesn't prove anything.' The girl looked at the bead curtain. 'They've painted something on it,' she said. 'What does it say?' 'Anis del Toro. It's a drink.' 'Could we try it?' The man called 'Listen' through the curtain. The woman came out from the bar. 'Four reales.' 'We want two Anis del Toro.' 'With water?' 'Do you want it with water?' 'I don't know,' the girl said. 'Is it good with water?' 'It's all right.' 'You want them with water?' asked the woman. 'Yes, with water.' 'It tastes like liquorice,' the girl said and put the glass down. 'That's the way with everything.' 'Yes,' said the girl. 'Everything tastes of liquorice. Especially all the things you've waited so long for, like absinthe.' 'Oh, cut it out.' 'You started it,' the girl said. 'I was being amused. I was having a fine time.' 'Well, let's try and have a fine time.' 'All right. I was trying. I said the mountains looked like white elephants. Wasn't that bright?' 'That was bright.' 'I wanted to try this new drink. That's all we do, isn't it - look at things and try new drinks?' 'I guess so.' The girl looked across at the hills. 'They're lovely hills,' she said. 'They don't really look like white elephants. I just meant the coloring of their skin through the trees.' 'Should we have another drink?' 'All right.' The warm wind blew the bead curtain against the table. 'The beer's nice and cool,' the man said. 'It's lovely,' the girl said. 'It's really an awfully simple operation, Jig,' the man said. 'It's not really an operation at all.' The girl looked at the ground the table legs rested on. 'I know you wouldn't mind it, Jig. It's really not anything. It's just to let the air in.' The girl did not say anything. 'I'll go with you and I'll stay with you all the time. They just let the air in and then it's all perfectly natural.' 'Then what will we do afterwards?' 'We'll be fine afterwards. Just like we were before.' 'What makes you think so?' 'That's the only thing that bothers us. It's the only thing that's made us unhappy.' The girl looked at the bead curtain, put her hand out and took hold of two of the strings of beads. 'And you think then we'll be all right and be happy.' 'I know we will. Yon don't have to be afraid. I've known lots of people that have done it.' 'So have I,' said the girl. 'And afterwards they were all so happy.' 'Well,' the man said, 'if you don't want to you don't have to. I wouldn't have you do it if you didn't want to. But I know it's perfectly simple.' 'And you really want to?' 'I think it's the best thing to do. But I don't want you to do it if you don't really want to.' 'And if I do it you'll be happy and things will be like they were and you'll love me?' 'I love you now. You know I love you.' 'I know. But if I do it, then it will be nice again if I say things are like white elephants, and you'll like it?' 'I'll love it. I love it now but I just can't think about it. You know how I get when I worry.' 'If I do it you won't ever worry?' 'I won't worry about that because it's perfectly simple.' 'Then I'll do it. Because I don't care about me.' 'What do you mean?' 'I don't care about me.' 'Well, I care about you.' 'Oh, yes. But I don't care about me. And I'll do it and then everything will be fine.' 'I don't want you to do it if you feel that way.' The girl stood up and walked to the end of the station. Across, on the other side, were fields of grain and trees along the banks of the Ebro. Far away, beyond the river, were mountains. The shadow of a cloud moved across the field of grain and she saw the river through the trees. 'And we could have all this,' she said. 'And we could have everything and every day we make it more impossible.' 'What did you say?' 'I said we could have everything.' 'We can have everything.' 'No, we can't.' 'We can have the whole world.' 'No, we can't.' 'We can go everywhere.' 'No, we can't. It isn't ours any more.' 'It's ours.' 'No, it isn't. And once they take it away, you never get it back.' 'But they haven't taken it away.' 'We'll wait and see.' 'Come on back in the shade,' he said. 'You mustn't feel that way.' 'I don't feel any way,' the girl said. 'I just know things.' 'I don't want you to do anything that you don't want to do -' 'Nor that isn't good for me,' she said. 'I know. Could we have another beer?' 'All right. But you've got to realize - ' 'I realize,' the girl said. 'Can't we maybe stop talking?' They sat down at the table and the girl looked across at the hills on the dry side of the valley and the man looked at her and at the table. 'You've got to realize,' he said, ' that I don't want you to do it if you don't want to. I'm perfectly willing to go through with it if it means anything to you.' 'Doesn't it mean anything to you? We could get along.' 'Of course it does. But I don't want anybody but you. I don't want anyone else. And I know it's perfectly simple.' 'Yes, you know it's perfectly simple.' 'It's all right for you to say that, but I do know it.' 'Would you do something for me now?' 'I'd do anything for you.' 'Would you please please please please please please please stop talking?' He did not say anything but looked at the bags against the wall of the station. There were labels on them from all the hotels where they had spent nights. 'But I don't want you to,' he said, 'I don't care anything about it.' 'I'll scream,' the girl said. The woman came out through the curtains with two glasses of beer and put them down on the damp felt pads. 'The train comes in five minutes,' she said. 'What did she say?' asked the girl. 'That the train is coming in five minutes.' The girl smiled brightly at the woman, to thank her. 'I'd better take the bags over to the other side of the station,' the man said. She smiled at him. 'All right. Then come back and we'll finish the beer.' He picked up the two heavy bags and carried them around the station to the other tracks. He looked up the tracks but could not see the train. Coming back, he walked through the bar-room, where people waiting for the train were drinking. He drank an Anis at the bar and looked at the people. They were all waiting reasonably for the train. He went out through the bead curtain. She was sitting at the table and smiled at him. 'Do you feel better?' he asked. 'I feel fine,' she said. 'There's nothing wrong with me. I feel fine.' Tornar. The Cask Of Amontillado 1846
THE CASK OF AMONTILLADO
by Edgar Allan Poe
THE thousand injuries of Fortunato I had borne as I best could,
but when he ventured upon insult I vowed revenge. You, who so well
know the nature of my soul, will not suppose, however, that gave
utterance to a threat. At length I would be avenged; this was a
point definitely, settled --but the very definitiveness with which
it was resolved precluded the idea of risk. I must not only punish but
punish with impunity. A wrong is unredressed when retribution
overtakes its redresser. It is equally unredressed when the avenger
fails to make himself felt as such to him who has done the wrong.
It must be understood that neither by word nor deed had I given
Fortunato cause to doubt my good will. I continued, as was my in to
smile in his face, and he did not perceive that my to smile now was at
the thought of his immolation.
He had a weak point --this Fortunato --although in other regards
he was a man to be respected and even feared. He prided himself on his
connoisseurship in wine. Few Italians have the true virtuoso spirit.
For the most part their enthusiasm is adopted to suit the time and
opportunity, to practise imposture upon the British and Austrian
millionaires. In painting and gemmary, Fortunato, like his countrymen,
was a quack, but in the matter of old wines he was sincere. In this
respect I did not differ from him materially; --I was skilful in the
Italian vintages myself, and bought largely whenever I could.
It was about dusk, one evening during the supreme madness of the
carnival season, that I encountered my friend. He accosted me with
excessive warmth, for he had been drinking much. The man wore
motley. He had on a tight-fitting parti-striped dress, and his head
was surmounted by the conical cap and bells. I was so pleased to see
him that I thought I should never have done wringing his hand.
I said to him --"My dear Fortunato, you are luckily met. How
remarkably well you are looking to-day. But I have received a pipe
of what passes for Amontillado, and I have my doubts."
"How?" said he. "Amontillado, A pipe? Impossible! And in the
middle of the carnival!"
"I have my doubts," I replied; "and I was silly enough to pay the
full Amontillado price without consulting you in the matter. You
were not to be found, and I was fearful of losing a bargain."
"Amontillado!"
"I have my doubts."
"Amontillado!"
"And I must satisfy them."
"Amontillado!"
"As you are engaged, I am on my way to Luchresi. If any one has a
critical turn it is he. He will tell me --"
"Luchresi cannot tell Amontillado from Sherry."
"And yet some fools will have it that his taste is a match for
your own.
"Come, let us go."
"Whither?"
"To your vaults."
"My friend, no; I will not impose upon your good nature. I
perceive you have an engagement. Luchresi--"
"I have no engagement; --come."
"My friend, no. It is not the engagement, but the severe cold with
which I perceive you are afflicted. The vaults are insufferably
damp. They are encrusted with nitre."
"Let us go, nevertheless. The cold is merely nothing. Amontillado!
You have been imposed upon. And as for Luchresi, he cannot distinguish
Sherry from Amontillado."
Thus speaking, Fortunato possessed himself of my arm; and putting on
a mask of black silk and drawing a roquelaire closely about my person,
I suffered him to hurry me to my palazzo.
There were no attendants at home; they had absconded to make merry
in honour of the time. I had told them that I should not return
until the morning, and had given them explicit orders not to stir from
the house. These orders were sufficient, I well knew, to insure
their immediate disappearance, one and all, as soon as my back was
turned.
I took from their sconces two flambeaux, and giving one to
Fortunato, bowed him through several suites of rooms to the archway
that led into the vaults. I passed down a long and winding
staircase, requesting him to be cautious as he followed. We came at
length to the foot of the descent, and stood together upon the damp
ground of the catacombs of the Montresors.
The gait of my friend was unsteady, and the bells upon his cap
jingled as he strode.
"The pipe," he said.
"It is farther on," said I; "but observe the white web-work which
gleams from these cavern walls."
He turned towards me, and looked into my eves with two filmy orbs
that distilled the rheum of intoxication.
"Nitre?" he asked, at length.
"Nitre," I replied. "How long have you had that cough?"
"Ugh! ugh! ugh! --ugh! ugh! ugh! --ugh! ugh! ugh! --ugh! ugh! ugh!
--ugh! ugh! ugh!"
My poor friend found it impossible to reply for many minutes.
"It is nothing," he said, at last.
"Come," I said, with decision, "we will go back; your health is
precious. You are rich, respected, admired, beloved; you are happy, as
once I was. You are a man to be missed. For me it is no matter. We
will go back; you will be ill, and I cannot be responsible. Besides,
there is Luchresi --"
"Enough," he said; "the cough's a mere nothing; it will not kill me.
I shall not die of a cough."
"True --true," I replied; "and, indeed, I had no intention of
alarming you unnecessarily --but you should use all proper caution.
A draught of this Medoc will defend us from the damps.
Here I knocked off the neck of a bottle which I drew from a long row
of its fellows that lay upon the mould.
"Drink," I said, presenting him the wine.
He raised it to his lips with a leer. He paused and nodded to me
familiarly, while his bells jingled.
"I drink," he said, "to the buried that repose around us."
"And I to your long life."
He again took my arm, and we proceeded.
"These vaults," he said, "are extensive."
"The Montresors," I replied, "were a great and numerous family."
"I forget your arms."
"A huge human foot d'or, in a field azure; the foot crushes a
serpent rampant whose fangs are imbedded in the heel."
"And the motto?"
"Nemo me impune lacessit."
"Good!" he said.
The wine sparkled in his eyes and the bells jingled. My own fancy
grew warm with the Medoc. We had passed through long walls of piled
skeletons, with casks and puncheons intermingling, into the inmost
recesses of the catacombs. I paused again, and this time I made bold
to seize Fortunato by an arm above the elbow.
"The nitre!" I said; "see, it increases. It hangs like moss upon the
vaults. We are below the river's bed. The drops of moisture trickle
among the bones. Come, we will go back ere it is too late. Your
cough --"
"It is nothing," he said; "let us go on. But first, another
draught of the Medoc."
I broke and reached him a flagon of De Grave. He emptied it at a
breath. His eyes flashed with a fierce light. He laughed and threw the
bottle upwards with a gesticulation I did not understand.
I looked at him in surprise. He repeated the movement --a
grotesque one.
"You do not comprehend?" he said.
"Not I," I replied.
"Then you are not of the brotherhood."
"How?"
"You are not of the masons."
"Yes, yes," I said; "yes, yes."
"You? Impossible! A mason?"
"A mason," I replied.
"A sign," he said, "a sign."
"It is this," I answered, producing from beneath the folds of my
roquelaire a trowel.
"You jest," he exclaimed, recoiling a few paces. "But let us proceed
to the Amontillado."
"Be it so," I said, replacing the tool beneath the cloak and again
offering him my arm. He leaned upon it heavily. We continued our route
in search of the Amontillado. We passed through a range of low arches,
descended, passed on, and descending again, arrived at a deep crypt,
in which the foulness of the air caused our flambeaux rather to glow
than flame.
At the most remote end of the crypt there appeared another less
spacious. Its walls had been lined with human remains, piled to the
vault overhead, in the fashion of the great catacombs of Paris.
Three sides of this interior crypt were still ornamented in this
manner. From the fourth side the bones had been thrown down, and lay
promiscuously upon the earth, forming at one point a mound of some
size. Within the wall thus exposed by the displacing of the bones,
we perceived a still interior crypt or recess, in depth about four
feet, in width three, in height six or seven. It seemed to have been
constructed for no especial use within itself, but formed merely the
interval between two of the colossal supports of the roof of the
catacombs, and was backed by one of their circumscribing walls of
solid granite.
It was in vain that Fortunato, uplifting his dull torch, endeavoured
to pry into the depth of the recess. Its termination the feeble
light did not enable us to see.
"Proceed," I said; "herein is the Amontillado. As for Luchresi --"
"He is an ignoramus," interrupted my friend, as he stepped
unsteadily forward, while I followed immediately at his heels. In
niche, and finding an instant he had reached the extremity of the
niche, and finding his progress arrested by the rock, stood stupidly
bewildered. A moment more and I had fettered him to the granite. In
its surface were two iron staples, distant from each other about two
feet, horizontally. From one of these depended a short chain, from the
other a padlock. Throwing the links about his waist, it was but the
work of a few seconds to secure it. He was too much astounded to
resist. Withdrawing the key I stepped back from the recess.
"Pass your hand," I said, "over the wall; you cannot help feeling
the nitre. Indeed, it is very damp. Once more let me implore you to
return. No? Then I must positively leave you. But I must first
render you all the little attentions in my power."
"The Amontillado!" ejaculated my friend, not yet recovered from
his astonishment.
"True," I replied; "the Amontillado."
As I said these words I busied myself among the pile of bones of
which I have before spoken. Throwing them aside, I soon uncovered a
quantity of building stone and mortar. With these materials and with
the aid of my trowel, I began vigorously to wall up the entrance of
the niche.
I had scarcely laid the first tier of the masonry when I
discovered that the intoxication of Fortunato had in a great measure
worn off. The earliest indication I had of this was a low moaning
cry from the depth of the recess. It was not the cry of a drunken man.
There was then a long and obstinate silence. I laid the second tier,
and the third, and the fourth; and then I heard the furious vibrations
of the chain. The noise lasted for several minutes, during which, that
I might hearken to it with the more satisfaction, I ceased my
labours and sat down upon the bones. When at last the clanking
subsided, I resumed the trowel, and finished without interruption
the fifth, the sixth, and the seventh tier. The wall was now nearly
upon a level with my breast. I again paused, and holding the flambeaux
over the mason-work, threw a few feeble rays upon the figure within.
A succession of loud and shrill screams, bursting suddenly from
the throat of the chained form, seemed to thrust me violently back.
For a brief moment I hesitated, I trembled. Unsheathing my rapier, I
began to grope with it about the recess; but the thought of an instant
reassured me. I placed my hand upon the solid fabric of the catacombs,
and felt satisfied. I reapproached the wall; I replied to the yells of
him who clamoured. I re-echoed, I aided, I surpassed them in volume
and in strength. I did this, and the clamourer grew still.
It was now midnight, and my task was drawing to a close. I had
completed the eighth, the ninth and the tenth tier. I had finished a
portion of the last and the eleventh; there remained but a single
stone to be fitted and plastered in. I struggled with its weight; I
placed it partially in its destined position. But now there came
from out the niche a low laugh that erected the hairs upon my head. It
was succeeded by a sad voice, which I had difficulty in recognizing as
that of the noble Fortunato. The voice said--
"Ha! ha! ha! --he! he! he! --a very good joke, indeed --an excellent
jest. We will have many a rich laugh about it at the palazzo --he! he!
he! --over our wine --he! he! he!"
"The Amontillado!" I said.
"He! he! he! --he! he! he! --yes, the Amontillado. But is it not
getting late? Will not they be awaiting us at the palazzo, the Lady
Fortunato and the rest? Let us be gone."
"Yes," I said, "let us be gone."
"For the love of God, Montresor!"
"Yes," I said, "for the love of God!"
But to these words I hearkened in vain for a reply. I grew
impatient. I called aloud --
"Fortunato!"
No answer. I called again --
"Fortunato!"
No answer still. I thrust a torch through the remaining aperture and
let it fall within. There came forth in return only a jingling of
the bells. My heart grew sick; it was the dampness of the catacombs
that made it so. I hastened to make an end of my labour. I forced
the last stone into its position; I plastered it up. Against the new
masonry I re-erected the old rampart of bones. For the half of a
century no mortal has disturbed them. In pace requiescat!
-THE END-
Good Country People By Flannery O'Connor 1925-1964 |Return to Short Stories Home Page| Besides the neutral expression that she wore when she was alone, Mrs. Freeman had two others, forward and reverse, that she used for all her human dealings. Her forward expression was steady and driving like the advance of a heavy truck. Her eyes never swerved to left or right but turned as the story turned as if they followed a yellow line down the center of it. She seldom used the other expression because it was not often necessary for her to retract a statement, but when she did, her face came to a complete stop, there was an almost imperceptible movement of her black eyes, during which they seemed to be receding, and then the observer would see that Mrs. Freeman, though she might stand there as real as several grain sacks thrown on top of each other, was no longer there in spirit. As for getting anything across to her when this was the case, Mrs. Hopewell had given it up. She might talk her head off. Mrs. Freeman could never be brought to admit herself wrong to any point. She would stand there and if she could be brought to say anything, it was something like, “Well, I wouldn’t of said it was and I wouldn’t of said it wasn’t” or letting her gaze range over the top kitchen shelf where there was an assortment of dusty bottles, she might remark, “I see you ain’t ate many of them figs you put up last summer.” They carried on their most important business in the kitchen at breakfast. Every morning Mrs. Hopewell got up at seven o’clock and lit her gas heater and Joy’s. Joy was her daughter, a large blonds girl who had an artificial leg. Mrs. Hopewell thought of her as a child though she was thirty-two years old and highly educated. Joy would get up while her mother was eating and lumber into the bathroom and slam the door, and before long, Mrs. Freeman would arrive at the back door. Joy would hear her mother call, “Come on in,” and then they would talk for a while in low voices that were indistinguishable in the bathroom. By the time Joy came in, they had usually finished the weather report and were on one or the other of Mrs. Freeman’s daughters, Glynese or Carramae. Joy called them Glycerin and Caramel. Glynese, a redhead, was eighteen and had many admirers; Carramae, a blonde, was only fifteen but already married and pregnant. She could not keep anything on her stomach. Every morning Mrs. Freeman told Mrs. Hopewell how many times she had vomited since the last report. Mrs. Hopewell liked to tell people that Glynese and Carramae were two of the finest girls she knew and that Mrs. Freeman was a lady and that she was never ashamed to take her anywhere or introduce her to anybody they might meet. Then she would tell how she had happened to hire the Freemans in the first place and how they were a godsend to her and how she had had them four years. The reason for her keeping them so long was that they were not trash. They were good country people. She had telephoned the man whose name they had given as reference and he had told her that Mr. Freeman was a good farmer but that his wife was the nosiest woman ever to walk the earth. “She’s got to be into everything,” the man said. “If she don’t get there before the dust settles, you can bet she’s dead, that’s all. She’ll want to know all your business. I can stand him real good,” he had said, “but me nor my wife neither could have stood that woman one more minute on this place.” That had put Mrs. Hopewell off for a few days. She had hired them in the end because there were no other applicants but she had made up her mind beforehand exactly how she would handle the woman. Since she was the type who had to be into everything, then, Mrs. Hopewell had decided, she would not only let her be into everything, she would see to it that she was into everything – she would give her the responsibility of everything, she would put her in charge. Mrs. Hopewell had no bad qualities of her own but she was able to use other people’s in such a constructive way that she had kept them four years. Nothing is perfect. This was one of Mrs. Hopewell’s favorite sayings. Another was: that is life! And still another, the most important, was: well, other people have their opinions too. She would make these statements, usually at the table, in a tone of gentle insistence as if no one held them but her, and the large hulking Joy, whose constant outrage had obliterated every expression from her face, would stare just a little to the side of her, her eyes icy blue, with the look of someone who had achieved blindness by an act of will and means to keep it. When Mrs. Hopewell said to Mrs. Freeman that life was like that, Mrs. Freeman would say, “I always said so myself.” Nothing had been arrived at by anyone that had not first been arrived at by her. She was quicker than Mr. Freeman. When Mrs. Hopewell said to her after they had been on the place for a while, “You know, you’re the wheel behind the wheel,” and winked, Mrs. Freeman had said, “I know it. I’ve always been quick. It’s some that are quicker than others.” “Everybody is different,” Mrs. Hopewell said. “Yes, most people is,” Mrs. Freeman said. “It takes all kinds to make the world.” “I always said it did myself.” The girl was used to this kind of dialogue for breakfast and more of it for dinner; sometimes they had it for supper too. When they had no guest they ate in the kitchen because that was easier. Mrs. Freeman always managed to arrive at some point during the meal and to watch them finish it. She would stand in the doorway if it were summer but in the winter she would stand with one elbow on top of the refrigerator and look down at them, or she would stand by the gas heater, lifting the back of her skirt slightly. Occasionally she would stand against the wall and roll her head from side to side. At no time was she in any hurry to leave. All this was very trying on Mrs. Hopewell but she was a woman of great patience. She realized that nothing is perfect and that in the Freemans she had good country people and that if, in this day and age, you get good country people, you had better hang onto them. She had had plenty of experience with trash. Before the Freemans she had averaged one tenant family a year. The wives of these farmers were not the kind you would want to be around you for very long. Mrs. Hopewell, who had divorced her husband long ago, needed someone to walk over the fields with her; and when Joy had to be impressed for these services, her remarks were usually so ugly and her face so glum that Mrs. Hopewell would say, “If you can’t come pleasantly, I don’t want you at all,” to which the girl, standing square and rigid-shouldered with her neck thrust slightly forward, would reply, “If you want me, here I am – LIKE I AM.” Mrs. Hopewell excused this attitude because of the leg (which had been shot off in a hunting accident when Joy was ten). It was hard for Mrs. Hopewell to realize that her child was thirty-two now and that for more than twenty years she had had only one leg. She thought of her still as a child because it tore her heart to think instead of the poor stout girl in her thirties who had never danced a step or had any normal good times. Her name was really Joy but as soon as she was twenty-one and away from home, she had had it legally changed. Mrs. Hopewell was certain that she had thought and thought until she had hit upon the ugliest name in any language. Then she had gone and had the beautiful name, Joy, changed without telling her mother until after she had done it. Her legal name was Hulga. When Mrs. Hopewell thought the name, Hulga, she thought of the broad blank hull of a battleship. She would not use it. She continued to call her Joy to which the girl responded but in a purely mechanical way. Hulga had learned to tolerate Mrs. Freeman who saved her from taking walks with her mother. Even Glynese and Carramae were useful when they occupied attention that might otherwise have been directed at her. At first she had thought she could not stand Mrs. Freeman for she had found it was not possible to be rude to her. Mrs. Freeman would take on strange resentments and for days together she would be sullen but the source of her displeasure was always obscure; a direct attack, a positive leer, blatant ugliness to her face – these never touched her. And without warning one day, she began calling her Hulga. She did not call her that in front of Mrs. Hopewell who would have been incensed but when she and the girl happened to be out of the house together, she would say something and add the name Hulga to the end of it, and the big spectacled Joy-Hulga would scowl and redden as if her privacy had been intruded upon. She considered the name her personal affair. She had arrived at it first purely on the basis of its ugly sound and then the full genius of its fitness had struck her. She had a vision of the name working like the ugly sweating Vulcan who stayed in the furnace and to whom, presumably, the goddess had to come when called. She saw it as the name of her highest creative act. One of her major triumphs was that her mother had not been able to turn her dust into Joy, but the greater one was that she had been able to turn it herself into Hulga. However, Mrs. Freeman’s relish for using the name only irritated her. It was as if Mrs. Freeman’s beady steel-pointed eyes had penetrated far enough behind her face to reach some secret fact. Something about her seemed to fascinate Mrs. Freeman and then one day Hulga realized that it was the artificial leg. Mrs. Freeman had a special fondness for the details of secret infections, hidden deformities, assaults upon children. Of diseases, she preferred the lingering or incurable. Hulga had heard Mrs. Hopewell give her the details of the hunting accident, how the leg had been literally blasted off, how she had never lost consciousness. Mrs. Freeman could listen to it any time as if it had happened an hour ago. When Hulga stumped into the kitchen in the morning (she could walk without making the awful noise but she made it – Mrs. Hopewell was certain – because it was ugly-sounding), she glanced at them and did not speak. Mrs. Hopewell would be in her red kimono with her hair tied around her head in rags. She would be sitting at the table, finishing her breakfast and Mrs. Freeman would be hanging by her elbow outward from the refrigerator, looking down at the table. Hulga always put her eggs on the stove to boil and then stood over them with her arms folded, and Mrs. Hopewell would look at her – a kind of indirect gaze divided between her and Mrs. Freeman – and would think that if she would only keep herself up a little, she wouldn’t be so bad looking. There was nothing wrong with her face that a pleasant expression wouldn’t help. Mrs. Hopewell said that people who looked on the bright side of things would be beautiful even if they were not. Whenever she looked at Joy this way, she could not help but feel that it would have been better if the child had not taken the Ph.D. It had certainly not brought her out any and now that she had it, there was no more excuse for her to go to school again. Mrs. Hopewell thought it was nice for girls to go to school to have a good time but Joy had “gone through.” Anyhow, she would not have been strong enough to go again. The doctors had told Mrs. Hopewell that with the best of care, Joy might see forty-five. She had a weak heart. Joy had made it plain that if it had not been for this condition, she would be far from these red hills and good country people. She would be in a university lecturing to people who knew what she was talking about. And Mrs. Hopewell could very well picture here there, looking like a scarecrow and lecturing to more of the same. Here she went about all day in a six-year-old skirt and a yellow sweat shirt with a faded cowboy on a horse embossed on it. She thought this was funny; Mrs. Hopewell thought it was idiotic and showed simply that she was still a child. She was brilliant but she didn’t have a grain of sense. It seemed to Mrs. Hopewell that every year she grew less like other people and more like herself – bloated, rude, and squint-eyed. And she said such strange things! To her own mother she had said – without warning, without excuse, standing up in the middle of a meal with her face purple and her mouth half full – “Woman! Do you ever look inside? Do you ever look inside and see what you are not? God!” she had cried sinking down again and staring at her plate, “Malebranche was right: we are not our own light. We are not our own light!” Mrs. Hopewell had no idea to this day what brought that on. She had only made the remark, hoping Joy would take it in, that a smile never hurt anyone. The girl had taken the Ph.D. in philosophy and this left Mrs. Hopewell at a complete loss. You could say, “My daughter is a nurse,” or “My daughter is a school teacher,” or even, “My daughter is a chemical engineer.” You could not say, “My daughter is a philosopher.” That was something that had ended with the Greeks and Romans. All day Joy sat on her neck in a deep chair, reading. Sometimes she went for walks but she didn’t like dogs or cats or birds or flowers or nature or nice young men. She looked at nice young men as if she could smell their stupidity. One day Mrs. Hopewell had picked up one of the books the girl had just put down and opening it at random, she read, “Science, on the other hand, has to assert its soberness and seriousness afresh and declare that it is concerned solely with what-is. Nothing – how can it be for science anything but a horror and a phantasm? If science is right, then one thing stands firm: science wishes to know nothing of nothing. Such is after all the strictly scientific approach to Nothing. We know it by wishing to know nothing of Nothing.” These words had been underlined with a blue pencil and they worked on Mrs. Hopewell like some evil incantation in gibberish. She shut the book quickly and went out of the room as if she were having a chill. This morning when the girl came in, Mrs. Freeman was on Carramae. “She thrown up four times after supper,” she said, “and was up twict in the night after three o’clock. Yesterday she didn’t do nothing but ramble in the bureau drawer. All she did. Stand up there and see what she could run up on.” “She’s got to eat,” Mrs. Hopewell muttered, sipping her coffee, while she watched Joy’s back at the stove. She was wondering what the child had said to the Bible salesman. She could not imagine what kind of a conversation she could possibly have had with him. He was a tall gaunt hatless youth who had called yesterday to sell them a Bible. He had appeared at the door, carrying a large black suitcase that weighted him so heavily on one side that he had to brace himself against the door facing. He seemed on the point of collapse but he said in a cheerful voice, “Good morning, Mrs. Cedars!” and set the suitcase down on the mat. He was not a bad-looking young man though he had on a bright blue suit and yellow socks that were not pulled up far enough. He had prominent face bones and a streak of sticky-looking brown hair falling across his forehead. “I’m Mrs. Hopewell,” she said. “Oh!” he said, pretending to look puzzled but with his eyes sparkling, “I saw it said ‘The Cedars’ on the mailbox so I thought you was Mrs. Cedars!” and he burst out in a pleasant laugh. He picked up the satchel and under cover of a pant, he fell forward into her hall. It was rather as if the suitcase had moved first, jerking him after it. “Mrs. Hopewell!” he said and grabbed her hand. “I hope you are well!” and he laughed again and then all at once his face sobered completely. He paused and gave her a straight earnest look and said, “Lady, I’ve come to speak of serious things.” “Well, come in,” she muttered, none too pleased because her dinner was almost ready. He came into the parlor and sat down on the edge of a straight chair and put the suitcase between his feet and glanced around the room as if he were sizing her up by it. Her silver gleamed on the two sideboards; she decided he had never been in a room as elegant as this. “Mrs. Hopewell,” he began, using her name in a way that sounded almost intimate, “I know you believe in Chrustian service.” “Well, yes,” she murmured. “I know,” he said and paused, looking very wise with his head cocked on one side, “that you’re a good woman. Friends have told me.” Mrs. Hopewell never liked to be taken for a fool. “What are you selling?” she asked. “Bibles,” the young man said and his eye raced around the room before he added, “I see you have no family Bible in your parlor, I see that is the one lack you got!” Mrs. Hopewell could not say, “My daughter is an atheist and won’t let me keep the Bible in the parlor.” She said, stiffening slightly, “I keep my Bible by my bedside.” This was not the truth. It was in the attic somewhere. “Lady,” he said, “the word of God ought to be in the parlor.” “Well, I think that’s a matter of taste,” she began, “I think…” “Lady,” he said, “for a Chrustian, the word of God ought to be in every room in the house besides in his heart. I know you’re a Chrustian because I can see it in every line of your face.” She stood up and said, “Well, young man, I don’t want to buy a Bible and I smell my dinner burning.” He didn’t get up. He began to twist his hands and looking down at them, he said softly, “Well lady, I’ll tell you the truth – not many people want to buy one nowadays and besides, I know I’m real simple. I don’t know how to say a thing but to say it. I’m just a country boy.” He glanced up into her unfriendly face. “People like you don’t like to fool with country people like me!” “Why!” she cried, “good country people are the salt of the earth! Besides, we all have different ways of doing, it takes all kinds to make the world go ‘round. That’s life!” “You said a mouthful,” he said. “Why, I think there aren’t enough good country people in the world!” she said, stirred. “I think that’s what’s wrong with it!” His face had brightened. “I didn’t intraduce myself,” he said. “I’m Manley Pointer from out in the country around Willohobie, not even from a place, just from near a place.” “You wait a minute,” she said. “I have to see about my dinner.” She went out to the kitchen and found Joy standing near the door where she had been listening. “Get rid of the salt of the earth,” she said, “and let’s eat.” Mrs. Hopewell gave her a pained look and turned the heat down under the vegetables. “I can’t be rude to anybody,” she murmured and went back into the parlor. He had opened the suitcase and was sitting with a Bible on each knee. “I appreciate your honesty,” he said. “You don’t see any more real honest people unless you go way out in the country.” “I know,” she said, “real genuine folks!” Through the crack in the door she heard a groan. “I guess a lot of boys come telling you they’re working their way through college,” he said, “but I’m not going to tell you that. Somehow,” he said, “I don’t want to go to college. I want to devote my life to Chrustian service. See,” he said, lowering his voice, “I got this heart condition. I may not live long. When you know it’s something wrong with you and you may not live long, well then, lady…” He paused, with his mouth open, and stared at her. He and Joy had the same condition! She knew that her eyes were filling with tears but she collected herself quickly and murmured, “Won’t you stay for dinner? We’d love to have you!” and was sorry the instant she heard herself say it. “Yes mam,” he said in an abashed voice. “I would sher love to do that!” Joy had given him one look on being introduced to him and then throughout the meal had not glanced at him again. He had addressed several remarks to her, which she had pretended not to hear. Mrs. Hopewell could not understand deliberate rudeness, although she lived with it, and she felt she had always to overflow with hospitality to make up for Joy’s lack of courtesy. She urged him to talk about himself and he did. He said he was the seventh child of twelve and that his father had been crushed under a tree when he himself was eight years old. He had been crushed very badly, in fact, almost cut in two and was practically not recognizable. His mother had got along the best she could by hard working and she had always seen that her children went to Sunday School and that they read the Bible every evening. He was now nineteen years old and he had been selling Bibles for four months. In that time he had sold seventy-seven Bibles and had the promise of two more sales. He wanted to become a missionary because he thought that was the way you could do most for people. “He who losest his life shall find it,” he said simply and he was so sincere, so genuine and earnest that Mrs. Hopewell would not for the world have smiled. He prevented his peas from sliding onto the table by blocking them with a piece of bread which he later cleaned his plate with. She could see Joy observing sidewise how he handled his knife and fork and she saw too that every few minutes, the boy would dart a keen appraising glance at the girl as if he were trying to attract her attention. After dinner Joy cleared the dishes off the table and disappeared and Mrs. Hopewell was left to talk with him. He told her again about his childhood and his father’s accident and about various things that had happened to him. Every five minutes or so she would stifle a yawn. He sat for two hours until finally she told him she must go because she had an appointment in town. He packed his Bibles and thanked her and prepared to leave, but in the doorway he stopped and wring her hand and said that not on any of his trips had he met a lady as nice as her and he asked if he could come again. She had said she would always be happy to see him. Joy had been standing in the road, apparently looking at something in the distance, when he came down the steps toward her, bent to the side with his heavy valise. He stopped where she was standing and confronted her directly. Mrs. Hopewell could not hear what he said but she trembled to think what Joy would say to him. She could see that after a minute Joy said something and that then the boy began to speak again, making an excited gesture with his free hand. After a minute Joy said something else at which the boy began to speak once more. Then to her amazement, Mrs. Hopewell saw the two of them walk off together, toward the gate. Joy had walked all the way to the gate with him and Mrs. Hopewell could not imagine what they had said to each other, and she had not yet dared to ask. Mrs. Freeman was insisting upon her attention. She had moved from the refrigerator to the heater so that Mrs. Hopewell had to turn and face her in order to seem to be listening. “Glynese gone out with Harvey Hill again last night,” she said. “She had this sty.” “Hill,” Mrs. Hopewell said absently, “is that the one who works in the garage?” “Nome, he’s the one that goes to chiropractor school,” Mrs. Freeman said. “She had this sty. Been had it two days. So she says when he brought her in the other night he says, ‘Lemme get rid of that sty for you,’ and she says, ‘How?’ and he says, ‘You just lay yourself down acrost the seat of that car and I’ll show you.’ So she done it and he popped her neck. Kept on a-popping it several times until she made him quit. This morning,” Mrs. Freeman said, “she ain’t got no sty. She ain’t got no traces of a sty.” “I never heard of that before,” Mrs. Hopewell said. “He ast her to marry him before the Ordinary,” Mrs. Freeman went on, “and she told him she wasn’t going to be married in no office.” “Well, Glynese is a fine girl,” Mrs. Hopewell said. “Glynese and Carramae are both fine girls.” “Carramae said when her and Lyman was married Lyman said it sure felt sacred to him. She said he said he wouldn’t take five hundred dollars for being married by a preacher.” “How much would he take?” the girl asked from the stove. “He said he wouldn’t take five hundred dollars,” Mrs. Freeman repeated. “Well we all have work to do,” Mrs. Hopewell said. “Lyman said it just felt more sacred to him,” Mrs. Freeman said. “The doctor wants Carramae to eat prunes. Says instead of medicine. Says them cramps is coming from pressure. You know where I think it is?” “She’ll be better in a few weeks,” Mrs. Hopewell said. “In the tube,” Mrs. Freeman said. “Else she wouldn’t be as sick as she is.” Hulga had cracked her two eggs into a saucer and was bringing them to the table along with a cup of coffee that she had filled too full. She sat down carefully and began to eat, meaning to keep Mrs. Freeman there by questions if for any reason she showed an inclination to leave. She could perceive her mother’s eye on her. The first round-about question would be about the Bible salesman and she did not wish to bring it on. “How did he pop her neck?” she asked. Mrs. Freeman went into a description of how he had popped her neck. She said he owned a ’55 Mercury but that Glynese said she would rather marry a man with only a ’36 Plymouth who would be married by a preacher. The girl asked what if he had a ’32 Plymouth and Mrs. Freeman said what Glynese had said was a ’36 Plymouth. Mrs. Hopewell said there were not many girls with Glynese’s common sense. She said what she admired in those girls was their common sense. She said that reminded her that they had had a nice visitor yesterday, a young man selling Bibles. “Lord,” she said, “he bored me to death but he was so sincere and genuine I couldn’t be rude to him. He was just good country people, you know,” she said, “—just the salt of the earth.” “I seen him walk up,” Mrs. Freeman said, “and then later – I seen him walk off,” and Hulga could feel the slight shift in her voice, the slight insinuation, that he had not walked off alone, had he? Her face remained expressionless but the color rose into her neck and she seemed to swallow it down with the next spoonful of egg. Mrs. Freeman was looking at her as if they had a secret together. “Well, it takes all kinds of people to make the world go ‘round,” Mrs. Hopewell said. “It’s very good we aren’t all alike.” “Some people are more alike than others,” Mrs. Freeman said. Hulga got up and stumped, with about twice the noise that was necessary, into her room and locked the door. She was to meet the Bible salesman at ten o’clock at the gate. She had thought about it half the night. She had started thinking of it as a great joke and then she had begun to see profound implications in it. She had lain in bed imagining dialogues for them that were insane on the surface but that reached below the depths that no Bible salesman would be aware of. Their conversation yesterday had been of this kind. He had stopped in front of her and had simply stood there. His face was bony and sweaty and bright, with a little pointed nose in the center of it, and his look was different from what it had been at the dinner table. He was gazing at her with open curiosity, with fascination, like a child watching a new fantastic animal at the zoo, and he was breathing as if he had run a great distance to reach her. His gaze seemed somehow familiar but she could not think where she had been regarded with it before. For almost a minute he didn’t say anything. Then on what seemed an insuck of breath, he whispered, “You ever ate a chicken that was two days old?” The girl looked at him stonily. He might have just put this question up for consideration at the meeting of a philosophical association. “Yes,” she presently replied as if she had considered it from all angles. “It must have been mighty small!” he said triumphantly and shook all over with little nervous giggles, getting very red in the face, and subsiding finally into his gaze of complete admiration, while the girl’s expression remained exactly the same. “How old are you?” he asked softly. She waited some time before she answered. Then in a flat voice she said, “Seventeen.” His smiles came in succession like waves breaking on the surface of a little lake. “I see you got a wooden leg,” he said. “I think you’re real brave. I think you’re real sweet.” The girl stood blank and solid and silent. “Walk to the gate with me,” he said. “You’re a brave sweet little thing and I liked you the minute I seen you walk in the door.” Hulga began to move forward. “What’s your name?” he asked, smiling down on the top of her head. “Hulga,” she said. “Hulga,” he murmured, “Hulga. Hulga. I never heard of anybody name Hulga before. You’re shy, aren’t you, Hulga?” he asked. She nodded, watching his large red hand on the handle of the giant valise. “I like girls that wear glasses,” he said. “I think a lot. I’m not like these people that a serious thought don’t ever enter their heads. It’s because I may die.” “I may die too,” she said suddenly and looked up at him. His eyes were very small and brown, glittering feverishly. “Listen,” he said, “don’t you think some people was meant to meet on account of what all they got in common and all? Like they both think serious thoughts and all?” He shifted the valise to his other hand so that the hand nearest her was free. He caught hold of her elbow and shook it a little. “I don’t work on Saturday,” he said. “I like to walk in the woods and see what Mother Nature is wearing. O’er the hills and far away. Picnics and things. Couldn’t we go on a picnic tomorrow? Say yes, Hulga,” he said and gave her a dying look as if he felt his insides about to drop out of him. He had even seemed to sway slightly toward her. During the night she had imagined that she seduced him. She imagined that the two of them walked on the place until they came to the storage barn beyond the two back fields and there, she imagined, that things came to such a pass that she very easily seduced him and that then, of course, she had to reckon with his remorse. True genius can get an idea across even to an inferior mind. She imagined that she took his remorse in hand and changed it into a deeper understanding of life. She took all his shame away and turned it into something useful. She set off for the gate at exactly ten o’clock, escaping without drawing Mrs. Hopewell’s attention. She didn’t take anything to eat, forgetting that food is usually taken on a picnic. She wore a pair of slacks and a dirty white shirt, and as an afterthought, she had put some Vapex on the collar of it since she did not own any perfume. When she reached the gate no one was there. She looked up and down the empty highway and had the furious feeling that she had been tricked, that he only meant to make her walk to the gate after the idea of him. Then suddenly he stood up, very tall, from behind a bush on the opposite embankment. Smiling, he lifted his hat which was new and wide-brimmed. He had not worn it yesterday and she wondered if he had bought it for the occasion. It was toast-colored with a red and white band around it and was slightly too large for him. He stepped from behind the bush still carrying the black valise. He had on the same suit and the same yellow socks sucked down in his shoes from walking. He crossed the highway and said, “I knew you’d come!” The girl wondered acidly how he had known this. She pointed to the valise and asked, “Why did you bring your Bibles?” He took her elbow, smiling down on her as if he could not stop. “You can never tell when you’ll need the word of God, Hulga,” he said. She had a moment in which she doubted that this was actually happening and then they began to climb the embankment. They went down into the pasture toward the woods. The boy walked lightly by her side, bouncing on his toes. The valise did not seem to be heavy today; he even swung it. They crossed half the pasture without saying anything and then, putting his hand easily on the small of her back, he asked softly, “Where does your wooden leg join on?” She turned an ugly red and glared at him and for an instant the boy looked abashed. “I didn’t mean you no harm,” he said. “I only meant you’re so brave and all. I guess God takes care of you.” “No,” she said, looking forward and walking fast, “I don’t even believe in God.” At this he stopped and whistled. “No!” he exclaimed as if he were too astonished to say anything else. She walked on and in a second he was bouncing at her side, fanning with his hat. “That’s very unusual for a girl,” he remarked, watching her out of the corner of his eye. When they reached the edge of the wood, he put his hand on her back again and drew her against him without a word and kissed her heavily. The kiss, which had more pressure than feeling behind it, produced that extra surge of adrenalin in the girl that enables one to carry a packed trunk out of a burning house, but in her, the power went at once to the brain. Even before he released her, her mind, clear and detached and ironic anyway, was regarding him from a great distance, with amusement but with pity. She had never been kissed before and she was pleased to discover that it was an unexceptional experience and all a matter of the mind’s control. Some people might enjoy drain water if they were told it was vodka. When the boy, looking expectant but uncertain, pushed her gently away, she turned and walked on, saying nothing as if such business, for her, were common enough. He came along panting at her side, trying to help her when he saw a root that she might trip over. He caught and held back the long swaying blades of thorn vine until she had passed beyond them. She led the way and he came breathing heavily behind her. Then they came out on a sunlit hillside, sloping softly into another one a little smaller. Beyond, they could see the rusted top of the old barn where the extra hay was stored. The hill was sprinkled with small pink weeds. “Then you ain’t saved?” he asked suddenly, stopping. The girl smiled. It was the first time she had smiled at him at all. “In my economy,” she said, “I’m saved and you are damned but I told you I didn’t believe in God.” Nothing seemed to destroy the boy’s look of admiration. He gazed at her now as if the fantastic animal at the zoo had put its paw through the bars and given him a loving poke. She thought he looked as if he wanted to kiss her again and she walked on before he had the chance. “Ain’t there somewheres we can sit down sometime?” he murmured, his voice softening toward the end of the sentence. “In that barn,” she said. They made for it rapidly as if it might slide away like a train. It was a large two-story barn, cook and dark inside. The boy pointed up the ladder that led into the loft and said, “It’s too bad we can’t go up there.” “Why can’t we?” she asked. “Yer leg,” he said reverently. The girl gave him a contemptuous look and putting both hands on the ladder, she climbed it while he stood below, apparently awestruck. She pulled herself expertly through the opening and then looked down at him and said, “Well, come on if your coming,” and he began to climb the ladder, awkwardly bringing the suitcase with him. “We won’t need the Bible,” she observed. “You never can tell,” he said, panting. After he had got into the loft, he was a few seconds catching his breath. She had sat down in a pile of straw. A wide sheath of sunlight, filled with dust particles, slanted over her. She lay back against a bale, her face turned away, looking out the front opening of the barn where hay was thrown from a wagon into the loft. The two pink-speckled hillsides lay back against a dark ridge of woods. The sky was cloudless and cold blue. The boy dropped down by her side and put one arm under her and the other over her and began methodically kissing her face, making little noises like a fish. He did not remove his hat but it was pushed far enough back not to interfere. When her glasses got in his way, he took them off of her and slipped them into his pocket. The girl at first did not return any of the kisses but presently she began to and after she had put several on his cheek, she reached his lips and remained there, kissing him again and again as if she were trying to draw all the breath out of him. His breath was clear and sweet like a child’s and the kisses were sticky like a child’s. He mumbled about loving her and about knowing when he first seen her that he loved her, but the mumbling was like the sleepy fretting of a child being put to sleep by his mother. Her mind, throughout this, never stopped or lost itself for a second to her feelings. “You ain’t said you loved me none,” he whispered finally, pulling back from her. “You got to say that.” She looked away from him off into the hollow sky and then down at a black ridge and then down farther into what appeared to be two green swelling lakes. She didn’t realize he had taken her glasses but this landscape could not seem exceptional to her for she seldom paid any close attention to her surroundings. “You got to say it,” he repeated. “You got to say you love me.” She was always careful how she committed herself. “In a sense,” she began, “if you use the word loosely, you might say that. But it’s not a word I use. I don’t have illusions. I’m one of those people who see through to nothing.” The boy was frowning. “You got to say it. I said it and you got to say it,” he said. The girl looked at him almost tenderly. “You poor baby,” she murmured. “It’s just as well you don’t understand,” and she pulled him by the neck, face-down, against her. “We are all damned,” she said, “but some of us have taken off our blindfolds and see that there’s nothing to see. It’s a kind of salvation.” The boy’s astonished eyes looked blankly through the ends of her hair. “Okay,” he almost whined, “but do you love me or don’tcher?” “Yes,” she said and added, “in a sense. But I must tell you something. There mustn’t be anything dishonest between us.” She lifted his head and looked him in the eye. “I am thirty years old,” she said. “I have a number of degrees.” The boy’s look was irritated but dogged. “I don’t care,” he said. “I don’t care a thing about what all you done. I just want to know if you love me or don’tcher?” and he caught her to him and wildly planted her face with kisses until she said, “Yes, yes.” “Okay then,” he said, letting her go. “Prove it.” She smiled, looking dreamily out on the shifty landscape. She had seduced him without even making up her mind to try. “How?” she asked, feeling that he should be delayed a little. He leaned over and put his lips to her ear. “Show me where your wooden leg joins on,” he whispered. The girl uttered a sharp little cry and her face instantly drained of color. The obscenity of the suggestion was not what shocked her. As a child she had sometimes been subject to feelings of shame but education had removed the last traces of that as a good surgeon scrapes for cancer; she would no more have felt it over what he was asking than she would have believed in his Bible. But she was as sensitive about the artificial leg as a peacock about his tail. No one ever touched it but her. She took care of it as someone else would his soul, in private and almost with her own eyes turned away. “No,” she said. “I known it,” he muttered, sitting up. “You’re just playing me for a sucker.” “On no no!” she cried. “It joins on at the knee. Only at the knee. Why do you want to see it?” The boy gave her a long penetrating look. “Because,” he said, “it’s what makes you different. You ain’t like anybody else.” She sat staring at him. There was nothing about her face or her round freezing-blue eyes to indicate that this had moved her; but she felt as if her heart had stopped and left her mind to pump her blood. She decided that for the first time in her life she was face to face with real innocence. This boy, with an instinct that came from beyond wisdom, had touched the truth about her. When after a minute, she said in a hoarse high voice, “All right,” it was like surrendering to him completely. It was like losing her own life and finding it again, miraculously, in his. Very gently, he began to roll the slack leg up. The artificial limb, in a white sock and brown flat shoe, was bound in a heavy material like canvas and ended in an ugly jointure where it was attached to the stump. The boy’s face and his voice were entirely reverent as he uncovered it and said, “Now show me how to take it off and on.” She took it off for him and put it back on again and then he took it off himself, handling it as tenderly as if it were a real one. “See!” he said with a delighted child’s face. “Now I can do it myself!” “Put it back on,” she said. She was thinking that she would run away with him and that every night he would take the leg off and every morning put it back on again. “Put it back on,” she said. “Not yet,” he murmured, setting it on its foot out of her reach. “Leave it off for awhile. You got me instead.” She gave a little cry of alarm but he pushed her down and began to kiss her again. Without the leg she felt entirely dependent on him. Her brain seemed to have stopped thinking altogether and to be about some other function that it was not very good at. Different expressions raced back and forth over her face. Every now and then the boy, his eyes like two steel spikes, would glance behind him where the leg stood. Finally she pushed him off and said, “Put it back on me now.” “Wait,” he said. He leaned the other way and pulled the valise toward him and opened it. It had a pale blue spotted lining and there were only two Bibles in it. He took one of these out and opened the cover of it. It was hollow and contained a pocket flask of whiskey, a pack of cards, and a small blue box with printing on it. He laid these out in front of her one at a time in an evenly-spaced row, like one presenting offerings at the shrine of a goddess. He put the blue box in her hand. THIS PRODUCT TO BE USED ONLY FOR THE PREVENTION OF DISEASE, she read, and dropped it. The boy was unscrewing the top of the flask. He stopped and pointed, with a smile, to the deck of cards. It was not an ordinary deck but one with an obscene picture on the back of each card. “Take a swig,” he said, offering her the bottle first. He held it in front of her, but like one mesmerized, she did not move. Her voice when she spoke had an almost pleading sound. “Aren’t you,” she murmured, “aren’t you just good country people?” The boy cocked his head. He looked as if he were just beginning to understand that she might be trying to insult him. “Yeah,” he said, curling his lip slightly, “but it ain’t held me back none. I’m as good as you any day in the week.” “Give me my leg,” she said. He pushed it farther away with his foot. “Come on now, let’s begin to have us a good time,” he said coaxingly. “We ain’t got to know one another good yet.” “Give me my leg!” she screamed and tried to lunge for it but he pushed her down easily. “What’s the matter with you all of a sudden?” he asked, frowning as he screwed the top on the flask and put it quickly back inside the Bible. “You just a while ago said you didn’t believe in nothing. I thought you was some girl!” Her face was almost purple. “You’re a Christian!” she hissed. “You’re a fine Christian! You’re just like them all – say one thing and do another. You’re a perfect Christian, you’re…” The boy’s mouth was set angrily. “I hope you don’t think,” he said in a lofty indignant tone, “that I believe in that crap! I may sell Bibles but I know which end is up and I wasn’t born yesterday and I know where I’m going!” “Give me my leg!” she screeched. He jumped up so quickly that she barely saw him sweep the cards and the blue box back into the Bible and throw the Bible into the valise. She saw him grab the leg and then she saw it for an instant slanted forlornly across the inside of the suitcase with a Bible at either side of its opposite ends. He slammed the lid shut and snatched up the valise and swung it down the hole and then stepped through himself. When all of him had passed but his head, he turned and regarded her with a look that no longer had any admiration in it. “I’ve gotten a lot of interesting things,” he said. “One time I got a woman’s glass eye this way. And you needn’t to think you’ll catch me because Pointer ain’t really my name. I use a different name at every house I call at and don’t stay nowhere long. And I’ll tell you another thing, Hulga,” he said, using the name as if he didn’t think much of it, “you ain’t so smart. I been believing in nothing ever since I was born!” and then the toast-colored hat disappeared down the hole and the girl was left, sitting on the straw in the dusty sunlight. When she turned her churning face toward the opening, she saw his blue figure struggling successfully over the green speckled lake. Mrs. Hopewell and Mrs. Freeman, who were in the back pasture, digging up onions, saw him emerge a little later from the woods and head across the meadow toward the highway. “Why, that looks like that nice dull young man that tried to sell me a Bible yesterday,” Mrs. Hopewell said, squinting. “He must have been selling them to the Negroes back in there. He was so simple,” she said, “but I guess the world would be better off if we were all that simple.” Mrs. Freeman’s gaze drove forward and just touched him before he disappeared under the hill. Then she returned her attention to the evil-smelling onion shoot she was lifting from the ground. “Some can’t be that simple,” she said. “I know I never could.”
ENG 201/W Summer 03 RESEARCH ANALYSIS WRITING GUIDELINES
READING RESPONSE/EVALUATION ESSAY GUIDELINES
AS YOU BEGIN YOUR WRITING ASSIGNMENTS, PLEASE CONSIDER THE FOLLOWING GENTLE SUGGESTIONS: STRENGTHENING YOUR
WRITING I’m
hoping you’ve already covered the basics of analytical writing in earlier
courses, but let me remind you of some writing principles that can improve the
clarity and readability of your sentences: I.
The simplest and most effective way to add life and sharpness to your
writing is to choose active, descriptive verbs that really show action, and
avoid passive verbs and unnecessary forms of "to be" verbs. When you
carefully choose an active verb, that verb itself carries a clear mental
picture, and doesn’t need extra description: Weak: Mrs. Johnson set down her books angrily on her desk. Better: Mrs. Johnson slammed down her books on her desk. Weak: Johann sat down exhaustedly on the couch after the
Ironman Triathlon. Better: Johann collapsed onto the couch after the Ironman
Triathlon. (The second sentence is much more effective because the
vivid verbs slammed and collapsed convey a clear picture, and need
no extra descriptive words). II.
The verb to be (is, was, were, are, be, am) is only necessary to
show a state of being (I am tired); otherwise, there is no reason to use
a to be verb when an active verb will show the action. To be verbs
are lifeless and dull, and often force you to add extra phrases to complete the
action: Weak:
Prostitution is in violation of Washington state law. Better: Prostitution violates Washington state law. Weak: As a successful hit man, I was rebellious against the Brady
Gun Bill. Better: As a successful mafia hit man, I rebelled against
the Brady Gun Bill. Even better: " " " " ", I detested
the Brady Gun Bill. The better sentences use a vivid action verb, and convey
the idea much more directly. III.
Passive voice verbs (where the subject of the sentence receives
the action of the sentence instead of committing the action) are usually
unnecessary and often take away vividness and clarity from the idea of the
sentence: Passive:
Sun Li was run over by the out-of-control trolley car.
Active: The out-of-control trolley car ran over Sun Li.
Better yet: The out-of-control trolley car flattened Sun Li. Passive: Maria was struck by Cupid’s arrow after she danced
with Antonio Banderas. Active: Cupid’s arrow struck Maria when she danced with
Antonio Banderas. IV.
Avoid unnecessary shifts in verb tense or point of view: -If you begin a section of your essay in past tense, stay
in past tense unless you find a clear, logical reason to switch to another tense
(perhaps you move from telling a story from your past to discussing your present
feelings—this would require a logical shift in tense). -If you begin an essay in first person (I, me, we,
us) or third person (he, she, they, him, her, one), keep that point of view
throughout the essay. AVOID USING THE SECOND PERSON "YOU" PRONOUN TO
VAGUELY APPLY TO ANYONE—THE SECOND-PERSON "YOU" SHOULD ONLY BE USED
WHEN SPEAKING DIRECTLY TO A SPECIFIC READER, SUCH AS GIVING DIRECTIONS: I went into labor at midnight, and you know when
your insides hurt so badly you want to smash your skull against the wall that
you are about to have a baby (obviously, I’ll never know this pain as a
male). V.
Avoid unnecessary "There is," "There are," and
"It is" phrases; these are usually unnecessary and lead to indirect
sentences: Indirect: There is another video tape that tells
the real story of Bill and Monica.
Better: Another video tape tells the real story of Bill and Monica. Indirect: It is important that secret
agents remember which dashboard switch turns their car into a submarine—to
avoid rush hour embarrassments. Direct: Secret Agents must remember which dashboard switch
turns their car into a submarine—to avoid rush hour embarrassments. VI.
Avoid inflated phrases or unnecessary cliches:
at
the present time
now, currently because
of the fact that
because
due to the fact that
because
in the event that
if -In
general, then, always listen for passive voice verbs, "to be" verbs,
generic/lifeless verbs, and see if they can be replaced by simple, active verbs
which convey much more action.
Listen for "There is" and "It is" statements—they
are usually unnecessary. Keep your
verb tenses and point of view pronouns consistent and sensible.
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